What a wonderful fantasy!

2006-10-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

I wanna move my website to Xanga, but still in dilemma whether to change or not.. please give me ur opinions after looking at it. :)

My webpage address is : http://www.xanga.com/antiger

or you can click here to get in!

2006-10-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

Happy belated Mid Autumn Festival--> now is 1.01 am.. haha

I am so touch with this..Click here!

Thanks u .. muack!

Today, made many mooncakes for my friends.. Leonard, alicia, joe and jessie.. plus baby's mummy and my parent. I am so happy that they like it, and i felt a sense of satisfaction as i finally did a wonderful and delicious mooncakes.

sleepy.. nite nite..

2006-10-05T03:52:00.000+08:00

Before i start with some bad comments, I wanna post out the video i created for Jade.
A video for darling Jade

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Ok.. I shall start..

WOW.. discover the truth of a person..

Who?

Again i will say Miss SUPERSTAR!

Let me show u her bloody hidden blog..

OMG.. guess wad ppl, she is such a pussy that after reading sarah and my blog, she deleted her blog page. Omg.. and thinking no one will discover her "so secret precious safe blog", she state all her anger behind the wall.. wad a mouse she is..

Let me tell u Miss superstar, since u have done such a fucking stupid shit, i shall tell u right in everyone's eye:
Stop ur stupid behaviour, or else, u shall be the onli lonely person in this world, friends will avoid u, no one will dare to come close to u, and care any shit about u. Let me warn u first, dun create any more problems anymore, u are such a pitty that a good nice friend like Yan Wen has decided to cut the friendship with u. SO u are so happi with it, u think u have a big circle of friends ya? U think such friend can be treated like a shit to u ya? Wake up ur big brain la...

Let me tell u, ur secret blog has been making me realli fucking angry!
I am a veri straight forward person to friends or anyone.. so u r trying to say i insult ur mother and you scolded me "kAN NI NA BU CHAO CHI BAI"? pLs la.. grow up man 18 years old small ger, u r such a shit to me, who wanna insult ur mother if u behave urself? being someone and try to threaten us? wtf. U maybe thinking that we wont see ur blog, haha u r realli so wrong, there are many ppl out there who are smarter than u!Cursing me better off dead.. not for u to judge.. thats god's homework okie.. dead dead la, i haunt u for sure busturd!

ANyway i dun need u to cut a line as enemies with us, we have already did it superstar!.. we have already regard u as a crazy, mad bitch..

Talking about clubbing, y? u think u are great after clubbing a few times huh? Haha.. pls lar.. ppl out there who dun club, also wont be so stupid to compare such things la...

Pls la.. wake up.. u wanna compare with me and sarah? okie lets compare.. interesting!
Superstar, do u ever been to any ktv pub? clubs such as devils bar? ops.. u are underage! ZOUK? MOS? CHICKY MONKEY? DOUBLE O? OPS again underage.. China black? bla blabla... all clubs we have been before so? u dare to dance on top of the platform? i guess u wil fall for sure! U drink? last time, i could drink a bottle of chivas before drop dead on the floor, u can not? I once remember u tell me u can drink a can of beer and u r so drank.. wad the shit is that? Pls la.. dunno how to club dun YAYA PAPAYA! club a few time so great, then do so, dun need to compare nor say anything bad about us.. anyway that sound so childish comparing.. yuck!

Haha "u r more childish than me" LOOK who is talking.. Juz a 18 years old young ger, trying to act as if she is 30 years old lady.. fuck u ger! such things are for the young gers to say .. and u are consider one of them.!

Haha.." lucky this blog they dunno" nanapoo poo!!.. we know we know.. OMG.. how u hide from the expertise man! u r juz a small fly to me..! clever to fly to all kinds of url, but stupid to let us discovered u and kill u!

"4 bitches mouth is upsize than me man" are u trying to say we are so talkative?Yes we bitch around, we talk and play alot, so ? without u onli wad! SO wads the matter of that? feeling left out? Ya.. we know.. we juz cant talk to a bitch like u.. because u think so differently frm us. let say, we talk abt the sun, u talk about the moon, never ever think before u talk. ha

"they deserve to be whack" ya lor.. to be whack by our mummy daddy before, now my mummy dun even dare to whack me, u wanna start ur words, u deserve a slap instead superstar, pls la, u have been finding fault frm the wrong gorup of ppl le, we aren't the type who see and forget! U wanna whack us? do it.. dun speak to the air okie..

So ppl, now my blog is realli realli hard to read.. juz because i am fucking piss with someone! Hope my pussycat wont mind the language in it *>*..
Anyway this superstar onli dare to appear in front of the computer screen, let us see she dare to appear in front of us in school haha.. i cant wait for that to happen!

SUperstar, will see ur next post ya? write more leh.. too short .. write more so i will have the chance to say more.. okie?

And juz chat with my friend the comments goes like this...

TRUE!SO true.. so roslind, say more and u will end up in hell! Thks wolf for the comments!

Ros , u wan to continue ur action, sooner and later, the whole world will know abt u man! so stop it or the fun will continue!
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ANyway...

I wanna post out some pictures.. been stuck with such fuck up situation till i stop hobbies of posting pictures pictures!
Wow .. Mr leonard spend A THOUSAND OVER ON LV bag(mini neo) and LV wallet(mongram canvas series)

OMG.. Alicia must be so happi.. n Leonard have to keep taking panadols.. haha..

Work one the last saturday..

After work, Leonard came to my work place to fetch me, alicia, wendy and Jessie. We headed to Town.. Taka.. Looking for foot wear.. charles and kids, URS, and many other shops.

Fun especially we went into LV shop. Wow.. so many of my favourite bags.. but too expensive.

Then pussycat finish reparing his car.. poor darling of mine, because of his car.. he was overly depressed over it. I let him settle his car, no more irritating him cos i understand how he feel. Joe was so nice to accompany him at ah heng's shop frm morning 9 plus to 5 plus.. wow.. realli BROS!

Ate at Ajisen restaurant.Full.. full.. and the food is nice too..

Went shopping with alicia, couldn't find wendy and jessie.. and the guys went to play at the arcade..

Movie stared..

Hood-A-Beeb

Jackie chan show.. never once disappoint me, and this time is funnier and interesting. The baby is so adorable .. and the period of both louis koo and Jackie as a nanny made me wanna laughed and felt so touched too! I never regretted watching it.. so u guys, wad are u waiting for? Hurried up catch the movie before its too late!

pic are ready!

Real statue.. cant believe they can sit there for long! power!

Silly leonard initially wanna take a pic with them.. but he run away. haha leonard scaredy cat.. haha ..

Movie tix.. 7 of us..

Snapshot of Joe and Jessie.. haha..

Me and Jessie..

Sisters.. guess who ? haha

Me and lovely alicia in the DARK.. actually the more i look at her, the sweeter of her !

Movie time.. Do something illegal, haha but omg.. its so cute!

Cool fighting scene..

Nice show..

Sunday

Went to give tuition. I am so sad, so sad that i cant teach anymore. I miss my student.I miss them so much.

After tuition, pussycat brought me to Mustafa. However, had an arguement with him.
I am sad , i am sngry because whenever i ask him to drink to eat, the ans is always "no i dun wan" I am quite sensitive of it and moreover i keep thinking of my tuition side, and this lead me to be sensitve of all kinds of words from my baby. I walked away, he drove off.

I walk alone from mustafa, finding my way out till i see this big building infront of me "simlim square" okie i am fine.. i exclaimed! The place i walked was so ulu.. so many indians.. they look like they never seen a girl before. I was thinkin, nevermind, i must continue walking..
Walk towards Daska Road.. where i see this..

Ppl there selling things that are old or second hand.. well many ppl over there and I never think of stepping inside!

Walk to Simlim square, but never think of walking inside too. I was juz enjoying the breeze, the sun and thinking abt baby. Jus continue walking till i reached Bugis.. went to pray, Mummy said u pray, u feel better..

But bugis was so pack!People squeezing here and there.. my legs hurt, but til i did not stop at all.. went to pray..

LANTERN.. my favourite toy when i am young.. playing and holding it in the night.. i miss the time when i am young..no worries nothing!

Mummy always bring me to this coffee shop to eat the Indian Rajak! I love it.. when can someone bring me there to eat.. I miss it..

Actually to say i am enjoying the scene, i can say "no".. My mind is reflecting about alot of thing. Maybe is good that whenever me n baby quarrel, we will leave each other alone. Cool down and come back to each other again.

When to Bugis Junction, i walked almost everywhere.. looking for our couple rings.. thou i am sad of baby, i still think of him everywhere i go. Shopping alone, is quite bored, but overall i can see and consider the things i wanna get, no time consumed. I bought something for him.. its frm the time when i saw what leonard is carrying and i consider to get one for him.

Is a Car key pouch frm braun buffel.

I got myself a bottom for myself too!

Felt so happi .. i finally got it for baby. And i realli hope he like it.

After bugis, i travel to hougang mall to walk again.. refused to go back home. Baby worred, i know.
Baby i am sad thats y.

On monday,

I work for half day as it was Children Day.
Happy belated CHILDREN DAY to mavis, bryan and my students. Muack!

Follow leonard to fit his 5ZIGEN.

Then follow baby to settle his work. I went home, well baby looked for Joe.
Baby said" i am so happi u trust me to go out with joe, leonard.."
Amy to baby: "They give me the trust, and i trust u, i do not like to be a detective in ur eyes, i am ur love one, not someone who stop u from ur interests, ur enjoyment, remember i love u."

Wednesday.

After work, have a fight again with baby. He realli din turn up at my work place. I was feeling stressed at work, so fuck up. I was wondering y cant my closest one understand how i feel. Y do u wan to argue with me. I was feeling worst at work, i cried in front of my student telling them to stop pissing me off and be good. But baby, he juz onli know how to hurt me with words, cause me much frustration, n i realli force myself to cool down, but it doesn't work. Work is another thing that gives me problems. Y y y .. yes,baby, i shouted, but i am realli out of control.. i am so stressed up with my work, and stressed out that u cant understand me, understand the needs for me. U simply juz go on with ur own words, leaving me hanging in the air, trying to find a way to make u understand me, hope u are able to give in to me juz for the moment. I am realli tired.

I met up with Sarah, winston, jeff and Keneath. Who to approach to? Sarah is my closest to turn to. I was waiting, waiting for ur message, ur call, ur voice, but i got nothing. I try to cheer myself.. try to forget, try to relax, but no matter how i ignored my bag, how i avoid, in the end i still keep looking at my phone.. Waiting for ur calls.

Well.. I had my dinner, i had a few rounds of window shopping but still my mind wasn't at ease. I lean myself again Sarah, hope to receive some help, some hopes, and in the end well me, sarah and winston were sitting down chating, u message. I am realli happi. haiz.

Sarah drove me home, baby's home, she came in and play with Mavis ger. we had a talk and pic taking. Sarah comments: wow ur room so messy.. yup .. sarah indeed.. i tried all kind of ways to clean it, clear the unnecessary stuffs, but still look messy. I am waiting for my off day to do it again.

Pics
My sad look..

Winston and Keneath

Jeff

At home..

After bath..

Sarah so sian, using my lappy..

End of the day, a sad day.

FUCK OFF SUPERSTAR

2006-10-03T02:19:00.000+08:00

Before i start with anything.. i wanna SPIT OUT ALOT OF THINGS.

I am so damn disappoint with SOMEONE, SOMEONE who criticize my friend - YANWEN, SOMEONE whom ME, JADE AND SARAH help with often, SOMEONE who take us for granted, SOMEONE who fucking piss me because she dun admit her mistake and fucking act in front of us.

Hello ROSLIND.

I am the closest friend of YANWEN, JADE AND SARAH. You freaking piss me with ur bloody stupidity action. okie i guess tat too hard for u to explain.

Well let me jolly well start frm the beginning. First, you simply know copying others' work is BLOODY wrong, and YET U DENIED when Yan wen ask u so nicely. HEY, hey, are u asking for a slap or a hard kick from me. HEY u should know me well frm the start of the school. You should know me that i wont go on to conclusion UNLESS i know the facts. Yan wen is too bloody nice to such pussy like u. LET me tell u.. u denied or hide the facts is okie, PLS LA, HOW FUCKING OLD U R MAN! need a fake MUMMY for ur help ar.. PLS la, i know ur patterns so well, u simply like to use those kiddy big small fonts, AND UR "MUMMY" use that too.. haha WOW.. AMAZING MAN! like mummy like daughter too la.. ops.. so YAN Wen Shouldn’t talk so NICELY to ur fake mummy in the first place, BECAUSE she oso a CHEATER juz like u.
Wake up la..
Like me knock ur head with some senses..
Hey .. i am glad u r so a sweet talker ... help me with ur printing, buying drinks.. stuffs like tat..
But u never know i have seen ur true colours ever since u have shown me ur face, ur actions and attitude. HA! still remember i asked u to come to JENT HSE TO MAKE THE DAMN LIKE MOONCAKE.. we put much efforts, IN THE END.. u can bloody talked bad behind me.. FUCK LA, mooncake doesn't suit ur special tongue say la.. dun need to say that my mooncake TASTE bad behind me.. HEY i am still alive! TALK right infront of me, i am okie! I can accpet comments, NOT LIKE U! U jolly well reflect wad u done la! stop being a lose end lady where ur low self esteem, lack of confidence and cheater u.. are seen by me!
Hey ... hey.. still remember there is once u cried in my school? HEY .. i am freaking mad with ur stupid attitude okie.. BUT IN THE END.. ask urself.. who STILL ACCEPT u to the group? hey hey hey.. think abt it la.. where ur BIG brain? on ur butt izzit? wad fucking effor u produce in our group? u still have the damn guts to copy YAN WEN'S assignment.. and can lied that u deleted it. SORRI MY LADY, we are not as childish as u do.. who the hell can believe such a KIA SU person like u CAN delete the assignment. HA .. U BLUFF shit izzit..
And since u dun join us in the group and said we are not fit to be ur GROUP MEMBERs.. hey, the door is always open in the first place, U ARE the one who stick with us like super glue.. WORST than my bf man! U keep backstabbing us, WADS UR FUCKING REASONS?
All my friends who frequent in my blog, look look look.. the great superstar is out trying to spoil the Singapore image.. such ppl should lock herself in the room and remain a "lonely ger".
SUPERSTAR ROSLIND..
ur blog state:

BULLY? we bully u? haha. r u jokin, superstar.. ? who is the one who backstabbed my friend, who is the one who talked bad abt us, who is the one who insist the quarrel.. WAKE UP SUPERSTAR.. u r FUCKING REFERRING TO ME.. to jade to sarah to yanwen.. SO after so much help frm us.. U SAID WE BULLY U .. wad a PUSSY unfaithful DOG u r.. pls lar.. PIG AND ANTS are much faithful THAN u !
Actualli I felt so bloody sad.. WHY ME SARAH JADE AND YANWEN did so much for u.!
HEY .. "bitch isn't referring to u?" YES U R ONE! U DUN DESERVE ANY FRIENDS AT ALL!U FUCKING DISAPPOINT ME!

"PLAGIARISM".. before i tell u wad it means.. JUZ WANNA TELL U.. U spelled wrongly superstar.. is not spelled " plagarism" is PLAGIARISM.pls dun use bombastic words if u cant. ! pls lar.. look at ur ENGLISH.. TERRIBLE!
okie let me tell u wad it means..
"means one who copy a person's work and present it as ur own work" Mmmm.. veri familar case as urs!
it oso means "taking other ideas and works and act it as ur own style!" veri familar too!
hey superstar..so u are trying to tell us u are a cheater la.. haha..
and fuck u!

"how dare u criticize us for not fit to be a teacher".. LOOK WHO IS TALKING MAN!fuck u.. WHO dress like wild dog to school? who shout at the students and who kanna fuck by the lecturer nand think u r still right?.. u jolly well know who it was!
stop humilating urself man ..

"Wad is there to be disappointing fake PRINCESS ROSLIND?" ha wad a joke, WE should be the one who are disappoint of u man! CANT U UNDERSTAND U ARE SUCH A LOW SELF FREAKING ESTEEM GER! LOOK AT URSELF.. ask urself who are u man! to simply spit words out of ur mouth without thinking..

"sad thing to be immature.." WTF..u r saying we are immature. Shit.. jade sarah and yanwen.. my blood is boiling .. ha! immature.. who is the one man! Who is the one who cant think straight.. JUZ know that ppl are picking on u.. WOW.. once ur lecturer scolded u and gave u good comments.. u fuck the whole out of her.. IS THAT CALL MATURED? hEY superstar.. matured means able to accept comments and improve to the best! HA for u, u onli know how to fuck the lecturer.. hey.. pls la.. who is the immature one? LOSER

"If wanna pick a fight bring it on?" haha who is the one immature again.. u think now u r at the era of AHLIANS AND AHBENGS ar.. " we are at the losing end" haha.. bring uR ABILITIES AND STRENGTH ON LA! Show me how good u r.. shit..! my foot are laughing!

eh superstar.. if u have the guts .. DUN DELETE UR FUCKING POST! "bring it on" haha u r a pussy!

U r now on my block list! Fuck the hell out of me, yanwen, sarah and jades’ LIFE! U are a DISGRACE!
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SPecial.. day for darling JADE.

Fuck this lady realli make me so angry... and moreover today is Jade's bday.

Jade happy bday to u.. loveya!

2006-09-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Click here.. to see the most interesting happening..!

2nd.. click here to see something evil!

Okok... haha i know u guys are waiting for photos to be update! Here i am HERE to update the entire picture. An assignment that need a month to finish has been done by me for only 2 FREAKING TIRING DAY!!! HAHA wad a joke ya.. Sarah and Jade knew how it felt! Suck!

At Candies place shopping!
Let me start the picture of my handsome sweetie sugar trying clothes and pants.. ssssluppppp! Charming!

Bored at candies place.. haha so took picture of myself..

sweet sugar's big shopping!

My little shopping!

Something tat out of 10 .. 10 of them said that it freaking high! haha ILOVEIT!

picture of the Other days :

Waiting for pussycat's brother who took years to reach the car... haha

Thanks Pussycat for the Guess perfume.. Now i have the collection of 20 reaching 30 over of perfumes.. !!! Dun ask me y i collect perfumes!!! Especially Sarah!! Sarah and pussycat have the same old school mind! Perfume waste money.. During the day at Mustafa.. Both of them were disturbing me to buy thE Banglar perfume *cheap*.. haha

Okie now the sad event.. This was during the night of the terrible SINGING SESSION.

Joe, leonard, pussycat.. neglected Azar.. haha.. Look he was so bored!

Before the quarrels.. Still can smile and sing happily..

But nvm.. its over.. Me n pussycat are back to the childish and loving us.. *___*

NEXT

The nite where we had dinner with my mummy daddy and kor kor..

We both were so crazy with me.. ops! i think is me n pussycat.. Look! He was not look at the camera.. *always 'chu' pattern* haha

Went Kallang Meet up after dinner..

Fun nite y?? see!

Someone vandalizing Mongoose'S Car.. haha USING TAPE!

wOW..... The someone did it.. Mongoose must be very furious! haha

BUT the someone's oso kanna vandalized! haha

Okie the someone is TPK term of TUA Pei Kong! haha RICHARD CHEN WEI YAO! haha.. Still denying the fact in forum! haha

Pictures taken in the toilet again.. haha.."USING Jade's new digi cam.. ANTI SHAKER!!"

Cuty Jade cum Jeslyn Tay

Amy cum Fann Wong

Sarah cum Giraffe *>* keke

The day at the Golf Club.. planning to register..

Me n Alicia.. both wan a good instuctor! FRIENDLY N NOT UGLY! haha..

After golf, after slimming spa programme, Shopped for BBQ foods!

Headline: MISSION FAILED!
Organiser: Leonard Lim

Warning: Not allow BBQ in Santosa

An unforgetable day.. I miss it..

lAZY Leonard...

Guys started the fire...

Vs girls tore plastic bag for the feet, sit and arrange the food on the table..

Look at me! haha
I tied plastic bag on my feet.... I hate the feeling of soggy sand... awgwwee...

Taken by Alicia.. Alicia.. good skill.!

Bridge taken by me in the starring star night...

Lousy charcoal..in the end.. MISSION FAILED!

Portable pit.. off u end up in the bin! haha

Bye Santosa, wad a waste!

But me, pussycat, leonard and alicia.. headed to East Coast Park..

Shiok .. this time Leonard was smart enough to buy a good prtable pit.. keke..

And it burnt real fast!

It was really fun.. as i blog, i could feel the laughter we had throughout the day..
However.. i felt someone changed veri fast. Mmm.. i guess it will be hard for such a next outing!

So i guess laughter fun and excitment is over because of one and onli person who i felt so disappointed.

I FEEL SEXY.. during Teacher's BELATED treat.

Me and Wang at the lobby...Sexy.. sexy..

Awesome! Beauty wang brighten up the day man!

Oh yeah.. all teachers..!MS BERNIE DIN TURN UP!

oH GOSS! I LOVE THIS PIC .. me n Shanthi

Babes man.. My school specialize in producing babes teachers!

So formal!

After lunch .. singing session.. so surprise, JESS AND EMILY COULD SING... haha

Gotcha!

WOw !.. good.. haha

Beautiful.. never forget the day! I love my colleagues!

Class on Wednesday

and it was also assignment DUEDATE!

lOOK .. our effots!

Jade most effort.. !

Relaxed finally.. mood not in lesson at all..
Picture taking in lesson!

Spot check Sarah dear....

ChaliE angels..!

A yogurt a day .. keep the doctors away.. haha

Eh.. eh.. hee.. mirror breaking soon!

End..

Answering Question for pussycat .. do u know me well? .. yes? then go on by answering all the questions.. haha..
pussycat .. ur bao bao veri cheeky ar..haha
U gotta do.. and tag the ans 1 or 2 or 3 in my chat board!

All pictures are frm Jade, Sarah n Me! haha .. pussycat if u r smart enough.. tell me which is sarah and jade too! haha
Whose eye is it?

Whose hand is it?

Whose hair is it?

Whose lip is it?

Some pictures of my portfolio.. i like it so much..

Okie done.. nity nity.

2006-09-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wow recently being so hyper active.. so active and at the same time also feeling sick.. migraine is not getting any better. But will like to say that having fun with the integras gangs plus additionally going out with Alicia, Leonard, Joe, Jessie and Wendy. Had been moving around with Pussycat, to and fro.. because pussycat has many unleft work to finish up.

On friday..

Went to work.. feeling sian .. and during the evening, my head striked and my migriane started again. The pulling and poking pain made me unable to work. As there was class on friday, i was unsure of going as i cant even work, how can i concentrate in class. So in the end i ended up not going and Sarah and Jade din attend class too.. sorri u guys for the troubles.

Pussycat came.. went to joe's office.. Talking about Joe, he is a lucky fellow man. haha.. He is now working with his father in law.. Wow.. so shiok right..
However to my personal experience, i once work with my ex bf's mum and there are pros and cons. Pros: there is someone to talk to, someone to guide u and someone to go home with. haha.. BUT Cons: Cant treat me so good, colleague will not like it, may get some personal conflicts and certain extend can lead to many committment.

Haha. thats my persoanl view.. but Joe still is a lucky guy ya!

Okie continue..

Went to Jackson's Kopitiam to eat. Me, pussycat, leonard, alicia and sick clarence. Had a full dinner there with many desert.. haha.. Then headed to Kallang to meet the integras. Fun.. and realised that those guys are kinda interesting and turn out to be so fun and naughty. I have a nick for them "part-time masamalamer".. why? because on that day, they go around advertising and it seemed like there was a big fun fare or masamalam. haha..
I suggested for a movie.. initially wanted to watch "The Host", but afraid of scaring Leonard Lim off the sit.. haha so we changed to "The Little man".
Headed to PS to watch. But one thing i wanna concluded about and during the show...
here!
This show is a comedy show.. I think is worth to watch it and it will made u laugh away during the show. But during the show, Mr Leonard Lim was sleeping frm the start AFTER finishing his Nachos, he lied comfortably on the sit and SLEEP! OMG.. he slept for the whole show.. amazing ya and wasting money.. haha

Okie reached home around 3 plus.. poor leonard have to travel to jurong and then back to seng kang..
*had a fun day*

Saturday

Woke up early. Accompany pussycat to work and give him a helping hand too! First we have to go to airport to fetch two indian crews to hotel. Omg, we had hard time to find them.. as there were many indians in pairs too. Found them and fetch them to Hotel. Cant understand their language.. so me and pussycat spoke in chinese and !#@$@%$%#$ them for being so troublesome! haha..
I did part time PR for pussycat. Chit chatting is my past time.. haha.. so i learn that one of them is a doctor that treat patient on the Rig. The other is the radio officer. Indian are somehow smart but i feel that they are quite bossy. haha

Reached hotel, pussycat settle his work well i chit chatted with Tom and the two crews. Tom as usual talked alot and told me if i happen to tavel down to Scotland, he will provide the accomodations. And cheeky Tom juz go around and introduced me to all his colleague. Pussycat was so fine with tat.. *scatching my head* Then Tom asked us for lunch in the restaurant. SO fine, since it was his treat.. haha.. Delicious and Full! Surprisingly, Tom had juz rice and chilli and talking about food, Tom said he can cook! Haha.. shall know if me and pussycat are able to afford to travel down to Scotland.

It was really a rushed and busy day.. Pussycat and I hadn't stop for a second to rest. After hotel, headed to office. Had a talk with Christine then off to Seng Song supermarket to buy many things. Cartons of drinks and packets of tedbits were carried to the van.. Drove back to office, leave the cartons of drinks and head to jurong point where leonard and alicia were waiting for me.

Poor pussycat, he unable to follow us to the Golf Club. Me alicia and pussycat wanna learn golf.. so wanted to check the price and choose the good instructor, so headed to the star golf academy to check it out.
Wow.. nice place.. taken the details and so now considering to go or not. BUT most properly will learn! *I wan to get my pc test and follow by handicap,by the time i could play in all golf course in singapore!*--> My dream...

Okie after seeing, Leonard send me to Pacific plaza where me and pussycat have an appointment.

Disappointment, I am realli sick and tire of people with attitude! Damn it!

Initially i realli want to sign one of the package in Beyond Beauty. But in the end, i am so piss with one of the stuff over there.. she has a bad and stupid attitude which i really felt disgusted about it. In the end, i make up my mind not to sign any stupid package with them.

Told Joe to meet at 7 and we were very late. PS carpark was freaking pack.. i alighted first to look for them, felt damn bad of giving them the wrong timing. Met with alicia and shop at m]phosis. Wow.. spend money again! Bought a dress and a hairband. We can shop man! haha we almost tried all the clothes.. haha..

Guys are impatient.. Went to look for them. Busy taking the necessary things for BBQ. Oh yeah.. we planed to have a BBQ at Santosa. We bought the things.. and so happi, pussycat bought 183 club cd.. both "wan zi bian qin wa" and "ai qing mo fa si" cds. Yeah!

This part will be interesting. Haha all the way from PS to Santosa, pussycat had been complianing through walkie-talkie that he was so sad and angry to miss watching soccer. He he.. and by the time we reached Santosa, it was already 10 closing to 11 pm. haha.. damn interesting..

We found a nice place to BBQ. Everything set up ready but onli the charcoal. Mr Leonard Lim the organiser, who wanted to SAVE an amount of money INSTEAD of buying the $9 ++++ charcol, HE bought a pack of mini charcoal that cost $3 +++. Funny anot haha... so in the end the small charcol wasn't a good use at all.. but making us hungry like hell, till we have to eat fozen food.. omg! haha..
Leonard Lim who die die also want the BBQ the stay put.. suggested so many ideas.. haha BUT in the end we kept the food and moved to East Coast Park. Joe, Jessie and Wendy din join us.. BUT JOE, U TOOK THE BBQ SAUCE AND CHILLI SAUCE, so bad of u.. in the end we have to eat with the satay sauce as part of a marinade.

At east coast.. THIS TIME, smart Leonard bought the portable BBq pit. Omg .. was fast to heat up the charcoal. The guys cooked happily and playing with the food.. Damn kiddy and cute.. they seem to miss their childhood time.. haha anyway they were simply so cute when they cook! haha..

We were about the puke out.. so sick of the chicken sausages with CHEESE, chicken slices, chicken wings, BACONS.. my goodness.. haha.. my stomach nearly exploded!

wow that time was 2 plus AM.. we packed and go HOME. Poor Leonard agian travel frm Santosa to Jurong to Seng Kang.. Haha.. But just for Alicia.. he *CAN DO IT*!!

Overall for the day.. MISSION FAILED! but once again after heading to East Coast Park.. MISSION RESUMED .. and in the end.. MISSION PASS! YEAH.!!!! thou i am tired.. but i am so delight, amazed for our strength, not a single discouragement! That the way man!

Sunday

Went for Teacher's BELATED Day Lunch Buffet at Furama Hotel. Nice food.. i wore the dress i bought at m]phosis. nice nice! Then after lunch me and colleague head to Parklane for a singing session. Hey guys, next time if u wanna look for cheap and good KTV .. This place by the name of Lioncity Chinese Service Centre is good! Just take the lift up to 2nd floor and you'll reach.

Had fun with my colleague.. singing and dancing away.. haha..

Pussycat came to fetch me after singing. Headed to Hotel and pussycat went to settle some things. Then went home!

2006-09-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

Thursday

Woke up feeling sick, no appetite to eat anything... then head to my company clinic. Pussycat was nice to accompany me, i was extremely happy. realli happi.. then after getting consult frm the doctor, he told me i am having migraine. Damn.. some funny term.. I have heard it before but hadn't never occur to me before.

I stayed home.. slp like a rot.

Class cancelled.. lucky Sarah told me abt it, thus i will go to school for nothing.. and i will be freaking piss with SIM managment!

2006-09-21T07:55:00.000+08:00

Work, and then went to school.

Sarah was so nice to travel down to my work place and off we went for class..

BUT after having our dinner at mega bites, plus non stop chit chating, we finally got out butt up and walk to class.. and the timing was 7.40.. around there!

Lesson was bored with a lousy contact lense.. or spoilt contact lense.. sooner or later, my eye will get infected.. better.! haha see no evil, hear no evil and say no evil!

This week isnt good!

Pussycat hurt me badly. So badly so badly...

What i want in a relationship are being respectful, considerate, supportive, loyal, understanding, honest and accepting of a person in a relationship so to make it be successful and positive.... difficult?

Well he is a nice guy when come to friendS.. but when to me.. it isn't tat way anymore. Haiz.. heaven.. how i wish i am a god! juz a wand or a say, and things will turn beautiful.

Well.. anyway he is ignored me. He thinks i am crazy and unreasonable.. nvm.

P.S: All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.No matter how long I wait for you, my wishes will never come true, so the only thing that is left that I can do is to hold on to my tears.I wonder if when you look into my eyes you see my heart breaking, or all the pain I'm in. And although you don't hurt me intentionally you still do by all the things you never say and the things you never do

2006-09-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

Tuesday'

Work, today feeling uncomfortable and restless. Mood swing alot too. Work seem like a burden to me.

After work, looling forward for a singing session which has been organise by me frm the day i got the voucher frm party world. Ask leonard joe along. And it seem well planned.

But after singing, everything juz screwed up. I am sad.

Just wanan tell joe and partner, leonard and alicia, Azar..sorri for the cropped up nite. There wont be the 2nd time or i wont organise such event anymore.

ps: Pussycat, sorri to humilate u, sorri for the pettiness and sorri for the run away ktv. And sorri to make u feel angry, hatred and sadness.

2006-09-19T03:12:00.000+08:00

Monday

work, school.. assignment was one big problem.. After school, so coincidence saw Melissa on the 4th floor while waiting for Harry to finish class.. So me, sarah and Mel waited out for him. So good of our lecturer, as we ended 1/2hr early, but me sarah and jade lack in the toilet again taking picture with her new digi cam. So nice of her "biao ge" to give her a digi cam suprise.

Harry ended class, went to his car.. then as it wasn't a convenient way to send Mel home, Harry was so nice to send to Dovel Mrt Station. To our shocked!, Harry car got cockroach.. i was terrified.. i nearly cried.. Sarah and Mel first saw the cockraoch and they was screaming ahead.. thou i din see it .. but i am havng cold sweat.. and luckily the journey was safe without the cockroach disturbing me. Haha.. thinkin abt cockroach.. i remembered the time when i screamed while pussycat was driving.. he was nearly shocked!.. dangerous.. haha..

Okie reached Jk.. supper time..
Harry thank u so much for the treat! i am appreciated *___* *My treat next time wor!*

Harry is one good friend of mine who can talk alot.. he could give good advices can and can even console GIRLS greatly, HAHA! He is a great friend of mine!

Thats Harry..!

Pussycat's car had some problem.. he was so sad today.. and after approaching his friends for help, it was solve.. i am so happi for him! hehe..

Anyway when shall i think of a KTV session.. thinkin thinkin.. i cant wait to sing Jay Zhou's songs..

At Mustafa...
The 3 angles.. hee..

Look at the guys.. Do they look like they were being force to take pictures.. oh ya.. they are! haha .. but they still look handsome ya! Pussycat.. u look so good in it..and every other pictures.. keke

Interesting Presentation

The yellow qi pao is me! and omg. jade and sarah dear look great in qi pao too! Yan wen look so cute haha..

ANyway .. presentation successful! Bravo !

2006-09-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Friday

* work work work..

Veri angry, as i actually take time off, but big thing happened juz so last minutes before i can get my foot out of my workplace. Bloody shit, one of the teacher frm the chinese enrichment class suddenly did not come and this lead to my fault. I was being bombard by 3 person in my school. I was damn furious, they were making my blood boil, and with controlling, i flare out my anger. My asistant who also piss me off told my colleague she was just kidding joking, but what the use, i am already angry at that time.

Nvm, anyway was look forward to meet Sarah. Me and sarah headed to Maga bites for dinner. Eat alot, and we were very full haha.. went to class.. 7.30.. 1/2hr late for class. In class, worst, we were chatting non stop. haha Jade, me and sarah were like planning wad we like to be in our near future.. bla bla bla..

ThEN.. suddenly we plan to go to Mutafa, and plan pass this time, pussycat was in good mood to agree to go,Jade and "biao ger" were *okie*, sarah and winston were *okie*, sarah's friend were too okie.. and so plan passs, we plan to meet at mutafa.

Lucky pussycat message me that Joe picking me n sarah up, *Joe thank u so much, and sorri to trouble u*.

So sad, me n pussycat had a little conflict at mutafa. *apologise to jade sarah and rest for it*

Hha.. real fun, the veri first nite outing.. pussycat keep making us laugh, and making fun of me.. *Sarah side him but not me* cos both same era.. dun spend on expensive stuffs.. haha..

Jade left early, took some pictures.. haha waiting for sarah to pass them to me! so do wait and see those pic.. "good friends couple pictures" and the guys were blushing.. haha juz right in front of so many indians, we took tons of pictures. We girls were holding the guys tightly to prevent them frm escaping haha..*omg i cant believe, guys get Embarrasses easily*

Spent 100 plus.. on everything.. haha lucky, i didnt spend as much as the other time. Then after that sarah n winston took their friend's car home, while Me and pussycat when for a supper before heading home..

Haiz leonard leonard, angry leonard doesn't want to talk to us.
Home sweet Home!

Saturday

Good.. at last.. i can get to rest cosily on the bed without need to worry whether i have any appt to go. Really damn nice, sleep and then pussycat and me had our breakfast prepared by the maid, then sleep again. Woke up, went to UE Square, to look for Candies. Haha.. bought alot of things.. total cost 500 plus.. Wow... pussycat bought 2 long sleeves top, 2 jeans. And as for me, i bought a pair of nice foot wear, a set of office wear.. yippy!

After that we head to Golden Landmark to fetch a crew.. then head to changi airport .. Pussycat's brother was there too, so he followed us back home.

Thats all for today..

Home Sweet Home.

Sunday

* Went to work.
*After work, initially wanted to watch a movie, however due to the tight timing, in the end me and pussycat end up shopping around Ang Mo Kio area. Though there are not much things to shop, however i still spend around 150 plus close to $200. Wow heart pain.. but as long as pussycat like it.. i am happi!
*Went to harbour front .. walk there and shop there.. Pussycat's mummy brought us for dinner.. yummy.. but because me his mummy and sister went to shop for skin care products, we drag the timing till very late. Pussycat missed quater of the soccer match.
*Home sweet home.

No time for pictures.. next time ba! :P

2006-09-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

Friday

Work as usual, then after work I head to school. Met up with roslind at the bus stop and went to buy dinner for sarah.
Picture took during lesson.. obviously we were not listening to lecturer.. naughty naughty!
Me and sarah!

Look at darling sarah ahahahaha... sarah gonna kill me!

Jade took camera! can we took many pictures.. but one thing i wanna xclaimed was "Roslind.. roslind...u r realli poor in camera shooting leh haha.. so many blurr picture.. we all looked like misty people.."

Jade "jeslyn tay"keke and Sarah the Giraffe

Cute Jade..

After school, as sarah and I were so hungry, I persuaded pussycat to bring us for supper. So pussycat bought us to Bedok coffee shop for supper.. OMG… the food there were awesome! Me and sarah were like a hungry ghost. We ordered Tan Yuan, Fried Mee, Mince meat noddle, and Fried Hokkian Mee. Haha, is it a lot, pussycat was used to it, he did not compliant at all. And we finished up almost everything.. haha.. powerful right!

Anyway thanks Leonard for the Gorang Pisan. Me and sarah eat it, and it tasted fantastic! Thks! Leonard next time go for a big feast man! U are better eater than Pussycat.. haha!

Okie so after a full supper, Pussycat send Sarah home and we headed home too! Slept early!

picture of the day!

Me n Sarah cant simply stop taking pictures!

3 master tails..
Amy, Pussycat and Sarah!

Pussycat was so dead.. i think he was realli boredom to death juz to wait for me n sarah to finish our fun n talks.. hee.. Pussycat too! join in to the laughter.. so angry, Sarah, i will neber post the pic.. omg it look so ehmmmm!

No! i think i am too bad for not posting my ugly pictures.. BUT u guys dun laugh k.. it looks damn irritating to me.. haha

and those were the pictures that pussycat n sarah were trying to snap my funny look while eating .. so angry!!!

Oh my goodness.. miss chubby! Humph.. so ugly right!

And then i got to control the muscle of my face to firm it.. and it look so awkward man!

see! they disturbed me.. bully me!

Saturday

Pussycat fetch me to workplace early in the morning as I am working on that day. Wow.. was quite stressed with my assignment. Haiz.. I am so afraid we might not do on time, so brought my lap top along and do my assignment at work! Lucky I manage to finish on time.. but was simply just worried with the making of moon cake. So messy with the arrangement, and I was in dilemma what am I supposed to do. Anyway as usual I met Sarah dear in the bus. Omg, I was such a blurr sotong. Sarah dear told me the bus number she was in and I could also missed it.. stupid contact lenses of mine! Lucky this cute Sarah press the door bell I think and came down to call me. Haha I am damn embarrassesd.

Reached school. Wow, school enrollment day I think. Many booth selling asll kind of things. One of the booth asked me to fill their application form and I will have future updates from them and of there are any fashion show I will be informed, haha that’s quite good! Sarah said :” Amy you like all this kind of stuffs one lar! You go and learn then do it on me lor!” Haha.. silly ger! I was complaining hot and heavy bags to carry so headed to canteen and rest. WtF.. haha timing 2.30pm, so bloody fast, idiotic lecturer class cannot be late! So we rushed to class although we are so dying to go for shopping!

After class, Sarah was saying lets go buy ingredient together with Pussycat. But once we reached at the bus stop, ahmad was there too! So they want to head to Shangri-La Hotel for a drink and ahmad was so nice, as he drove down “his” BMW 480KKKKKK to fetch me there. Pussycat followed behind and this ahmad drove so fast, even Pussycat integra also can’t chased it. Omg the BMW was juz spectaculars awesome! I just can’t explain out, but maybe photos can tell. Anyway sorry sarah, was initially telling you we heading to buy ingredient, at last we went to somewhere else, sorry for the inconvenient.

Reached the hotel, saw a Ferrari.. Haha.. so many riched AngMo. I am waiting to see Ah pa (name to be ah pa as he was the big boss!) Reached Ah Pa giving ahmad big time man! Haha .. we went to the open coffee hse for a drink. Nice, beautiful hotel, with so many babes and hunks! Pussycat see babe, as I see charming AngMo. I srank chamomile tea and a beer for Ahmad. Ahmad said: “ Amy can really enjoy life ya” , oh ya! I do ! Haha..

Okie toilet was pretty nice too, good atmosphere. After Ahmad saw Ah pa, off they go paragon while pussycat and me went home for soccer! So it seem like we have no time to buy ingredients.

Liverpool was a disappointment man!

At work. so sian.. so i took pictures .. hee..

She is so cute.. elegant birdy.. hehe, she refused to make the sound of the bird, but juz love to dance around.. isn't she so cute.. haha..

Now i will show u some function of the BMW... OMG .. i was amazed man! haha..

Here is the car.. damn nice! i cant resist but to take every single special function of the car.. haha

Nice logo ya..

The steering wheel..

My god! this car have phone plus in-build bluetooth man!

GPRS.. i think i need this .. i have no sense of direction! haha

The back sit.. for the VIPs..

The lights on the top..

Double window screen.. pussycat and ahmad were playing with it all the way haha..

Front mirror..

Key slot to start car.. juz need to give a push and out pop the key!

Me and ahmad!

Ahmad the hero!

Pussycat the VIP.

The boot is so huge! Can put a person inside!

Me pussycat and Ahmad!... crazy ppl! haha

Pix in Shangri-La Hotel..

Hotel with nice atmosphere!

The veri GRAND menu!

Tidbits .. nuts.. and crackers..

Ordered chamomile tea and i love the teapot so much

Ahmad and pussycat, look so cute.. haha..

the high class AH* bENGS.. HAHA

Gentle *amy*

I realise their qi pao has a big cut out bottom.. omg.. up to their thigh, ahmad was drooling man! haha

Cheers!

Not to forget the grand toilet..

Sunday, morning woke up as pussycat send to Kallang to give tuition. Then pussycat went to Golden Mile Hotel to settle his work. Then went he came back to fetch me to buy ingredient, he told me Tom asked his for a drink. With Sheena, was curious who was she then. We went to Toa Pa Yoh to buy ingredients. Wow.. many ingredients for cakes, moon cake etc. Bought the necessary thing, and pussycat went down to fetch Roslind. So nice of pussycat! Hee..(Anyway it was so difficult to look for roslind hse!!!!)

Oh ya, want to apologize Jade for the misunderstanding. I was very confuse for the coming and not coming people so it will be best that since I do not know what time I am doing the moon cake, you guys can don’t dun waste the time to come. Jade, on our presentation day, I will definitely let u have the hand on!

So Roslind, alcie the maid, pussycat and me were trying an error to make the mooncake. Well I would want to comment on Roslind skills!!! Omg she belong the the group of TAI TAI! Cant even made a nice mooncake.. haha Ros! Be a tai tai okie hee..

As for pussycat, always do things halfway.. so spoilt! Haha.. Alice leh, do not know how to do, So in the end, my work piece rated the nicest.. Though cannot compared to the experts. Clarence came as I message him on behalf of pussycat. I knew pussycat will be bored, so I actually message Clarence to come on that day to accompany him as well as helping him to paint red on his gear handle. Asked Clarence to taste my mooncake, and he said reluctantly "not bad". Ok I will improve! Okay managed to do the videos perfectly good. I am happy as my goals for that day have reached. Though the video of me was sucked, nah dun think I look good in video haha.. but heckcare man, hope the presentation can be successful and I will then groom up myself. Haha..

Okay, wow one thing about Roslind, is that she could communicate so well with the maid leh. Marvelous man! Then when Clarence and pussycat were inside the room, she went out, then when they came out, and she went back to the room again haha.. so funny! I did temporary rebonding on her hair.. as she said she wanted to rebond but too costly. So I see whether she look good in rebonding, and my comments was if she dyed her hair, it will be fine. If not now it seems like she is wearing a wig. hee.. Just kidding.. *wink*

Was quite sad with pussycat. So I wanted to go for a walk. Wear sexily and after that head to meet Tom together with pussycat. Cool down myself was what i need and when I see Pussycat we will be fine, but because I took so long with the rebonding, I hardly had any time to shop anymore. And pussycat was done with Clarence. After changing, we left the house and walked towards the main road to flag for cab. And as for roslind, she went home herself. Pussycat did not drive as Tom planned to make him drank.

We took the cab and we reached Clark Quey. Tom and Sheena was there. Finally take a close look at her. She was quite good in PR ya! Okay then Tom was busily talking to her.. haha.. and I was complaining his voice was so soft, I hardly could hear him. Well, and then after their dinner, we went for a walk toward boat quay. I was talking to Tom all the way, haha and he was pretty fun ya. But one thing about ang mo is that they are too "friendly" towards everyone, later pictures can tell ya!

Harry's Bar overall rated: Good!

Making mooncake..

Yummy..

Ros took me while i am making the mooncake!

Me and ros..

Ros n her handmade mooncake..

So terrible haha.. mooncake Mmmm.. not at all..! haha

Went out on the nite!.. Sexy amy.. keke.. for such a busy ppl like me, once a month! i get to dress up sexily!

Me and Pussycat.. Pussycat was so charming tat nite.. haha

Charming pussycat.. smile more k! u look great when u smile! i simply love it!

Now i will post the rest of the pictures..

me n ros

Beautiful Scenery after editing...

Tom.. Real Big size ya..

Me, pussycat, tom and sheena..

I could hardly breath.. Tom is huge! haha

Tom with the arms of 2 lovely gers..

Pussycat and ahmad

Me and ahmad

Omg.. thaaaaaat.. realli.. "goood"
Pussycat said:"ang mo are very open.." haha well lucky he doesnt flare up..well if he does .. thats good too..

and lucky his lips doesn't come close to me, or else!!!... haha.. anyway i vomited after that nite.. lucky didn't vomit in ahmad's BMW.. he was so nice to stop and let me puke out. Well i guess i am not a good drinker compare to last time. Onli 2 small glasses of Voka can drop me to the ground. WHAT A JOKE MAN! Well if Tom hadn't asked me to finish a cup with him, i guess i wont vomit that nite. haha..

Monday

- work
- Go school to support my friend in the presentation
- many good food!
- Damn angry.. f lar.. i hate 2 headed snake! u know who u r!!! One more time i will flare up!

Tuesday

- work
- presentation
- presentation successfully over!
- crazy!, arguement with pussycat..
- pussycat came to fetch me and sarah for supper
- eat so much..
- slp

Wednesday

- Skip school
- Reason: Pussycat: " baby, i wanna bring u for a great dinner. Remember, tomolo is our anniversary .."
Amy: *omg, heart beating fast* *can resist the temptation* *sorry sarah i said haha* "baby .. sure sure.. ahahahah.. i am so happy u are gonna bring me for a dinner, well i will skip school and we'll go!"
- Dinner at Taka - Pariss International Seafood Buffet Restaurant Group
p.s: thanks to Joe for his recommendation ... joe, nice food there.. u r the hero this round!
- Headed to JK to meet the 3 plus pussycat - 4 master tails.. or can i say the 4 fighting fishes! haha..
- Home swt home.. Pussycat went to meet Jian Han!

Thursday *BIG DAY*

Happy 7TH Months Anniversary to BAbby pussycat.. i love u and i always do!

- Work
- Changes of schedule, no tuition, my parent was not free today
- therefore Pussycat grined with joy *____*
- headed to West COast for meetup

Pic up soon.. there are more than enough photos to browse for a day!

2006-09-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

Sorri no mood to blog.. now my mood regain.. so my "long post" will start again haha..
Ops! i wanna congrat to Jade dear and Wesley for their "HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY"

"Jade dear, i love this pic so much!!!"

Jade dear and Wesley must always stay happi and loving wor.. and as for Jade.. enjoy ur "mouth and hand disease" haha.. u know wad i mean and thats wad i wan frm pussycat too.. hahaha...

Sunday

Pussycat went for course in the morning, as i am a person who rely on human alarm clock, pussycat had to wake me up as well.. hha...

Damn it .. i had to give tuition at kallang.. i did a veri stupid thingy.. Thinking that kallang is along the north east line, i actually take my own sweet time traveling down. I stupidly wait for the slow bus to go to Hougang mrt station. Kao.. Waited for 15 mins before it arrived, and when i reach the north east line station, i realised i need to travel a whole big round to reach Kallang.. i was veri piss and impatient as i am gonna be late. So i dropped off at a unknown station and flagged for a cab, then i realised i hadn't had any cash as the previous nite had spent so much MONEY in the pasa malam. But lucky the taxi uncle is kind enough to accept my 4 dollars left of cash.. So he sent me to the destination. I hurried to my classroom where all my students were waiting for me. Received another Teacher’s Day Gift frm one of my student, so nice of her.

pic in the bus on the way to work.. so bored so i took pic of myself heh..

After work, pussycat came, wow.. was discussing with Leonard where should we head first, Kallang Mac or Jurong. Haha talking about Jurong, this 2 fighting fishes pussycat and Leonard were arguing away of giving wrong info, one say in the first place is Hougang, another say wrong info he heard, it should be Jurong.. And this went on and on.. haha

me n pussycat in the car on the way to Kallang..

Well.. I am use to it anyway haha.. but in the end we headed to Kallang as there were this charity booth to encourage ppl to do some donation. I think it the “Tulip Heart Day” Event. Integra actually organized this event too! And everyone was to meet up at Kallang. But when we reached there, we were early. Edmund was there. The weather was extremely hot and unbearable, I felt I am melting under the hot sun, yet the guys could tolerate ya! Amazing! I couldn’t and only know how to complaint and compliant. The big car park were empty in the first place, but slowly by slowly, group of cars were stomping their way in.. Some cars like beautiful Rave 4 , Kelissa, and more beautiful cars..

Here are the pic.. u will be amazed man!

Sat on Edmund's car.. and took a spy pic of him haha...

Edmund's car.. WRX with blow off valve.. whooo!~ BUT!!! still prefer the gentle and silence car.. haha

And this ger is Edmund's wife to be! i love the ear ring she wore...

me n sijie under the blasting hot sun!

Rav 4!!!!! Omg i love it .. the suspension.. the stickers.. omg.. look cool man! and moreover they came with a big group..

A group of Kelissa

CR Rex.. so lovely! never see this before..

Integra were the minority after those cars came in.. They line in a long queue waiting to park, I actually took some picture of it as I felt it was cool man. Haha.. but dun u dare to laugh at the minority Integras, as most of them have not yet arrived. By then, and it will be amazing to see a group of integras parked together. The early birds were pussycat, Edmund, Joe and Peter. We waited for donkey years for the rest to come.. ha-ha.. Finally they reached. But so sadly pussycat and me had a date with Mr. Leonard, therefore we had to leave when they reached. I took pictures of the beautiful group of integras. Beautiful!

A group of integras!!! Beautiful.. can u see pussycat's car? hee

The early birds!! Kaisu one!! haha.. wow.. i can describe them with simply three words! "So beng ar!!!!"

Pussycat n Joe Chew!!! "More beng ar" hahaha (but u guys look nice in sun glasses..)

Edmund and pussycat...

Something funny.. After some time.. richard came... and he parked juz beside Joe, haha i'm not sure wad happened, but wad make me laugh is this

take a look!

This richard.. and see wads he was doing..

Can u guys pls tell me why is it so difficult to just get out of the car and that i could took such funny pic.. hahaha...

Omg .. richard was preventing his car frm being bump by Joe and Joe was insisting of coming out.. so alas both were stuck in the car.. haha.. they are such funny dudes man!

Alright, now here are pic of me n pussycat.. feeling so bored while waiting for the rest to come...

Me onli!

So sad, never get to take pic of the rest of the cars..

so

Sayonara to them, we drove towards Jurong. We reached the car park. I slept in the car, so lovely pussycat asked Soon Ann whether I could rest in their car, then his friend suggested I should go to his house and rest as well as accompany his wife. Haha… wow happy, he drove me right to his house, just a few blocks away. Enter his house, was amazed how wonderful, how beautiful he and his wife had designed the house. Well I sat and watch SCV and had some bites of tapioca. Slept for 2 hrs and they took decant years to spray the car man.. haha.. Leonard scold me for not helping sob sob.. okie many pic..
take a look funny cute pretty pictures.. everything also have!

Leonard Busily polishing his car... wow... hahaha

Spraying the Brakes.. DIY, cover with newspaper.. and spray!

Pussycat spray his brake black.. at first he wanted red, big changes because after seeing Leonard's brakes.. haha red become dark red.. haha...

I realised something, guys are more patient in doing car than GIRLFRIEND.. omg.. can u see this guys.. they could PATIENTLY wait for their brakes to dry.. and if for gf, i think they could have f her upside down.. haha Mmmmmm.. i am right!!!!hah!

Look at wad my pussycat was doing at that point of waiting time..

Talk on phone..

Talking among his friends..

Showing silly actions..

And talking abt cars cars and cars...

pussycat bully me!!!

Me.. when i am so bored.. haha

I juz love to tie my hair and look sexy!

Done!

Monday

No work but spring cleaning! Shiok? Ermm.. not realli .. i prefer to stay home n slp! haha Well okie.. initially planned a Karoke session with my colleague.. but then.. in the end all put my aeroplane.. Hah! i knew it! know them for so long.. even know them inside out! so thats realli normal for them! haha..

So go for plan B.. head back home.. chat online.. chat chat chat.. ask mummy to cook for me.. hee.. Mummy made vegetable soup and bread for me.. yummy yummy.. i love mummy's cooking .. i miss it too! n so eat and slp! and woke up late.. hurried changed and go SIM to meet Sarah for lunch.. haha.. she was earlier than me..

As usual we sat at the food court, eat and talk non stop.. juz like chatter box, haha... then slowly headed to class..

After class, As Usual, went to the toilet and dolled ourselves before heading home.. haha ..many pictures taken too!

Pussycat fetch us home.. as usual dropped Sarah dear at hou gang bus-stop.

Done something wrong in the past and got spotted stupidly. Well pussycat, thats the past, i wont do that again. Sorry.

Tuesday

Realli bad day. Work was realli suck.. and was realli sick. Had a major tummy pain.. so pain that i couldnt eat or work, cried too.. lucky my colleague helped me, i was so sad that someone did not realli show any concern for me.. My boss asked me to rest.. so i went off in the afternoon. Head to pussycat hse.. back my lappy and my clothes, ready to stay home. Board the bus and headed to school.. met a mad man on the bus which scared me a thousand time!

Met sarah in school.. Winston was so nice as he helped me carry my lappy..

This is winston! The helpful and guai guai boi! Thks for helping me carry the lappy bag all the time! And Sarah .. stop scolding him, must sayang him more! keke...

Wao kao! walk through the car park and saw this car.. the school director parking lot .. juz for him! So VIP!

Head for dinner at Mega Bites.. haha something funny between me and Sarah conversation..
Sarah said:" Winston said that he bring me out to eat like bringing one whole family out to eat.. including grandma, grandson bla bla bla"

Amy said:Hey sarah ur darling phrase better than mine " Jentson said bring me out like bringing a pig out to eat"

Haha omg.. what a joke man! haha

Winston was lucky as i bought my lappy, he was so into games man! haha break time we came out, he was playing, class end we came out he was still playing.. my goodness.. haha then we shared pictures together.. haha

and took some pictures .. and this time was in the different location..

Look at winston. haha Game Freak!

Dear Sarah with her darling ..

WOw.. finally we made our way home.. Took the same bus with sarah n winston.. Omg the bus took so long to come.. i compliant nonstop to sarah. haha.. Pussycat was nice to wait for me at the bus stop at hougang where i do not know any bus to head home.. thks pussycat.

Wednesday

Work. After work, pussycat came and we went home. After reaching home.. not for long, we headed to JK for some chilled with integra friends. They were Joe, Leonard, Izzar and Clarence (juz know him frm pussycat)

Well i was sick .. tummy was hurt.. But after having a hot milo, i felt much betta. Haha.. chit chat was one of my favourite past time.. and it a good chance for me to chit chat with the guys! Omg.. Joe Chew claimed that me n pussycat were ah beng and ah lian.. i shall phrase his words again.. pussycat is ah beng and amy is siao jie.. haha...keke.. *i guess pussycat will *SLUP* me wor* haha

Okie me n leonard took alot of natural pictures of the guys and i also took alot of natural pix of LEONARD too.. haha

This two guys keep disturbing me n pussycat.. thats y they are the first pictures i will put! haha

Leonard's skill is all zoom zoom zoom! haha lucky my face is pimples free.. if not i will kill him for sure!!! haha

Ops sorri clarence, if u happen to see this.. i will point my finger at LEONARD.. his skills wor.. hahahahaha...but still look good.. so leonard u heng ar!!!! haha

Ops ! sorri joe .. not my skill .. *shh..wisper "Leonard took it"* keke

Pussycat never smile.. humph! pussycat u should smile more.. brighten the eyes of everyone hehe,.. including me!

ok NOW IS my Skills ..haha
and
i realise guys can grossip as much as gers.. die ar sarah.. we have competitors man.. haha

Leonard how? nice right.. *grossip grossip grossip*

Wow.. this guy worst.. talk non stop haha.. see my skill is good!

Izzar full of worries.. haha

Clarence the youngest boy among the rest haha..

Pussycat messaging.. *5 zigan-> many problems*

Can someone tell me where to get this.. i wanna get it for a gift to someone i love most!

Back to my topic.. after drink.. went to wacky Clarence's car.. and i found these..

Omg so nice. so cute. frm toy r us.. i wan! i wan!

Never i can ever think of hanging things in our car.... no way.. i will get killed!

Okie.. after some discussion, they decided to go for a race accept for pussycat.. who dun usually race in singapore.. most likely in malaysia..

hha haha .. Izzar was so keen in racing..Joe too! Clarence too! so dangerous..!

Headed home after that.. worst .. sick.. vomited .. pussycat patted me to slp.. so comfortable hee.. i love it.

Thursday

After work, went to koven with pussycat. Bought Zou Jie Lun New Album omg! i am so delight.. cos i like his songs alot.. especially "Qian li zi wai" which i fall in love with it the veri first time. Duet with Fei Yi Qing..

Bought another one for Clarence.. then we juz window shop .. and off we head home..

Omg when pussycat cat reached at the door step, he surprised me with this style!
and i can tell u i love it so much.. he looked more like an ah beng .. with a charming eye.. haha

Me n pussycat

okie thats all for me now.. haha sorri i know is extremely long and windy..haha.. nite nite.

2006-09-03T03:59:00.000+08:00

Friday

At night dinner with sarah and winston before going in to class.. Pussycat initially dun wanna me go class.."should have listen to him. Wait u guys know the reason" .. okie then me n sarah plan to leave at half time of the lesson .. and pussycat waited for me in school..

Then around 8.30, mi and sarah wanna leave, and saw the attendance file on the floor juz fall out frm the plastic bag, so in a rush, we signed our name in it and left the place without informing our ANG MO lecturer!!

Then after that pussycat n me head to Chua chu kang to meet Jia le as Clarence wanna take back his filter , so Jia Le is lending jent for a try..

In the end Jia le asked pussycat to head to Edmund hse.. so okie.. we reached there... went out his hse and otomi and rest were there.. Slack at his hse for a while then i received Sarah call. Bloody hell.. know wad happened, the lecturer were pissed with us as we took INTRU HER PRIVACY.. WTF .. she gonna report to the management and marked us absent on that day. wat a shit right!

Met ur with pussycat and Winston at the pond in Sim.. Pussycat gave me a Teacher's Day gift... FIRST TIME.. REALLI FIRST TIME.. AND I M GONNA TOUCH 4D MAN!! .. but realli touched cos its his sincerity.. yet something funny haha.. which made me giggled after receiving his card.. haha

Here his lovely card.. and he oso gave me 2 slice of delicious chocolate cake...

well okie initially pussycat wanna meet Andy .. but Otomi asked us to go KBOX then my first mood was good.. but after sarah called, nah! Zero mood man! piss.. and tired.. so din go and head home.. pussycat went alone to meet Andy for a drink.

"Really a bad pissing day"!!!!

Saturday

Morning woke up.. feeling in dilemma to go or nto to go for class.. But in the end, i end up going to class.. Wow.. late too!.. I was peeking was the windon and then the lecturer saw me .. i walked in without wanting to apologise .. *omg i juz feel like a kid man!!!!haha* then Jade wispered to me to apologise.. so i turned to her.. and there she was aledy looking at me.. wow had a long talk with her.. she damn petty lor..

OKie lesson began to start..

and end.. and many photos.. as usual.. haha

Yan Wen bought a nice pair of footwear.. nice !

This is the petty ang mo lecturer of mine!

pic in the bus towards school..ppl might think i am crazy.. haha who cares anyway!

okie.. pic in the toilet with my darlings..

Bitchy look man! haha

Cool man!

OMG.. HAHA ..

Charlie Angles

Omg i am being harassed ... help!!!!!

Okie.. after class pussycat came n fetch me home..

had an afternoon nap then woke up go for a walk.. no car.. cos his brother used it.. so we walked to hougang mall.. wow.. got pasa malam.. and this particular store sell plenty of cute things..

this is wad we bought

Look at the pen.. haha 3 times as big as normal pen man! pussycat say "buy a big one so wont misplace it easily .. haha"

Bought a mouse pad for mine study table..

2 wall hangers for my bags..

and juz because of a pasa malam.. We total spent 100 plus..
omg.. why.. we paied for something which will give us luck.. haha..damn it.. better do give us luck man.. i am damn unlucky this year!!!!!!

something gonna show u guys.. twins!!!!!

Was shocked when sarah show me her coursin.. and pussycat sist .. look juz like twins man! haha.. so cute!

and last of all .. wanna show u guys something true and true between female and male!!!! haha damn true lor!

alright time to slp.. nite..

2006-09-01T11:38:00.000+08:00

Thurday

Happy teacher's day EVE. Well nothing much juz some gift frm my students which i appreciated alot and a filling lunch.

My principal actually treat gib us the treat on the lunch.. trying to be nice to us.. Mmmm...
Anyway my boss told us that next week we will have a grand dinner. Wao lao.. teacher's day dinner should fall on the day it is ma.. telling us to prepare ourself for a grand dinner, the mood is not there anymore...

Okie after work, pussycat bring me to eat.. keekee.. at Jalan Kayu

yummy ..

haya the pic with pussycat.

Okie then after that he sent me to seng kang to give tuition. Wow.. Chester my student gave me a nice n lovely card.. i am so touched.. every year even thou working was a hectic, but seeing all my student are progressing and they like me to be their teacher, i m satisfied!

Okie after work, went back home to change and then out we head to Marina South for a Counter Strike! So sad, Otomi is resigning frm the Forum, due to some personal commitment. Well all the best to him ya , since 6 months ago i juz knew him, he has been always cheeky and playful, but good in organizing events and stuffs. So i guess now its time for a rest as i knew bein the vice chairman in the forum is a super stress leisure job. okie.. CS was fun, haha.. i won a few rounds.. Again i am happi haha.. the guys were damn evil lor.. having many tricks .. haha.. but veri fun playing with them.!

oh ya!!!! on our way to Marina South, on the PIE road, there was a big big big accident.. i took down the pic of it.. and i can tell u .. the Casualty have the high chance of going to heaven.. omg..
take a look, this pic is before seeing the worst of it.. is a motorcyclist getting hurt..

and this is the worst..5
Oh my heaven look at the car parts which flew all over the place.. damn the person definatelly die man! The front of the car is gone! damn it.. it scare me out of my life when i saw it.. wad a mouse i am!

okok.. put the bad things aside..
okie.. As i said CS was nice .. and i actually took alot of pic of the guys n pussycat who were so into the game.. Actually i agree when i play cos our enemies were so canning.. haha

Otomi and Pussycat..

Pussycat pussycat y u close ur eye...

And thats me n Otomi

Pic in the car, ..

PS: Sarah look! U teach me such a nice and unique hairstyle.. hee

Now are pic of then playing.. wao lao they so into the game, i think the sky fall they oso dunno.. take a look!

okie now is the pic of me when it was pussycat's turn to play..

Disturb pussycat.. keke

Played almost an hour.. then head back home.

Friday

Happy Teacher's Day to all Teachers.. Including my pri and and sec school teachers.. this year din visit my Sec School.. Usually i did with some of my classmates..

Well nothing .. i woke up and surf the net.. chat with friends.. haha joe was nice as early in the morning he wishes me Happi teacher's day. Thanks eh..Joe Ah Beng.. haha

Well next i am happi cos i receive this in my Msn .. frm my lovely pussycat..

So sweet of pussycat..

Anyway angry with leonard.. stil haven tell me tomolo programme..
Tomolo programme.. alot!!!
- See golf club.. (still pending)
- My friend jio me go to expo to see the IT Stuffs..
- My friens ask me to go to a chalet
- SIM ASK ME TO GO SCHOOL.. SIAN 1/4

And tomolo pussycat will be going to learn van.. haiz.. i will be boring without him.. juz like today.. i am chatting blogging clearing his room and day dreaming.. damn.. i so damn bored.. still thinkin wanna go class..

Omg before i say more.. i would like to give some comment of My darling sarah blog.. whenever i read her blog.. i will definately laugh out loud haha! One of it is winston who went Genting .. actually touch the Koil and lose $$$250 in the Casino.. haha... and sarah said "touching of KOIs does not work for everyone, only Amy and me."haha YESH! IS TRUE.. the koil fish has our touch! so come the luck haha...

okie here are some pic which 3 vein ladies dolled up in the toilet.. haha .. and sarah was the stylish for the day..

Cute jade n sarah!like kids man! haha

And these are pic at West coast park.. Integra meet up!

okie wanna see the place i cleared into my studying cum lappy table... hee hope pussycat wont scream at me.. haha..

okie

I dun have the before pic .. but here is the pic after..
My own Studying Table.. NO ONE IS ALLOW TO SHARE WITH ME.. hiek hiek..

and pussycat sorri i move the high5 player here...

Hee hee.. hide there ok.. hee.. dun angry wor..

This wall is juz for my artwork.. i love to drawing for pussycat.. look at the devil.. i drew tat because pussycat made me angry.. haha..

Before.. most of them are the gift frm my student..

After..

Neater ya.. haha..

okie now come to the worst.. i know u guys wanna see my Wardrobe.. dun be shocked.. here they are.. and they are EVERYWHERE.. HAHA

nOw u know wad i mean by dumping all my clothes together.. haha .. i cant help it but try and clear it later.. before heading to school..keke

Okie i think thats all for today.. tata...

2006-08-31T02:03:00.000+08:00

Monday after work, i head to pussycat office to help him finish up his work. I feel hurt seeing him rushing with his work without any help.. MARY (jent colleague)should help him man, but she veri good life without need to OT for work.. so nvm.. i went down to Jurong point to wait for me, as he fetch me to his work place frm there. Reached his work place and then start help him to cut and paste and even editing documents.. Did everything until late at 10 plus.. He gotta fetch his client at 11 plus to airport therefore there was a rush.

Well i managed to help him finishing up his work.. hee..then i stay home to wait for him. He came back quite early BUT one funny thing was that his client miss the flight.. haha... lucky that time Ahmad finished the job!

Tuesday Work, pussycat came to my school and play with the babies.. here they are.. Omgoss.. my babies are not shy at all.. James is pussycat bestfriend.. too bad we hadn't took any pic on that day..but i have taken some with the other babies..
Take the best look at it.. pussycat is as playful as them.. haha

Hha haha.. so cute right.. Pussycat u are veri gentle to them.. so nice of u... keke

after work, i book facial appt for both me n pussycat. Is a treatment for the face... reached Ideal Beauty and had our facial for almost 1 hr 45 mins.. Pussycat was the longest! but he realli enjoy the "pain" haha... After tat head to my hse to eat.. Mummy cooked nice delcious food for us.. Mummy so nice to me n pussycat.. But so sad, after dinner we quarreled. Juz over some small issue.. maybe i am Realli "sensitive and paranoid". Well.. i hope he wont feel a sense of burden when i am around. Tats hurts me.
There is one phrase:
If we are incapable of finding peace in ourselves, it is pointless to search elsewhere.

To my one and onli pussycat:
I've learned in my lifetime so far, I can't help who I fall for and no matter how hard I try and how much it hurts me everyday that I just wanna be with U or just talk to U, I never stop trying to make u happy by the little things i say or do because thats what makes my life worth going on for.

Hope u understand.

Wednesday
Work as usual, however i off work early so i met up with my darling sarah juz on the 151 bus.. I cant believe it, she got to change 3 bus in order to reach SIM. Well i realli pitty her as she was still nt feeling well.. Having a bad flu.. ger i hope our red Koil fish will help u to go thru ur frequent sickness and my personal prob..Okie had a wonderful full dinner at canteen.. then head to a place to sit and chat. wOW our mega bites sell tidbits le.. haha bought alot for the sake of boring motion in class ..
We did something cheeky during break time.. went to the student lounge to watch S'pore idols.. haha..

Okie..Then school finish.. pussycat came to pick me n sarah up and together we headed to West Coast to meet integra ppl. Joe.. someone whom i had bad impression in the first time clear my doubts but again pussycat hide something frm me again.. Haiz..and the story happen to involve Joe too! well i wouldnt wan to quarrel with Pussycat anymore. Pussycat pls.. no more speeding even thou someone push u to. okie.. no more.. ur life belong to me.. if anything happen to u... how u gonna ans me? think abt it.
Okie, Joe isn't as bad as i supposed he was.. he has a nice smile. Alright i wouldn't wan to be a bad person anymore.. everyone will be part of my friends.. but a friend who betrayed, cheat or lied, do not EVER come close to me.
Just now Police came.. wtf! they wan.. pussycat and rest oso did not speed.. wthell they came and just to take the number plate for? Better dun do anything to pussycat n rest! Well.. i juz hope Pussycat and Joe wont get any consequences of speeding ealier in the afternoon. RED KOIL FISH I RELY ON U LE!

Okie some pic of me n darling sarah..

Okie i would like to cont the pic on Integra bbq day..

Seeing all this photo make me recall how fun i had that day.. anyway i missed going out with Alicia and Leonard the dudu boi! keekee... Hope to see them as soon as possible bah.. >.<

"A man will feel complimented if a woman loves his car, his stereo, or his favorite football team, but a woman feels complimented when she feels personally noticed and adored. Personal compliments are positive observations - things that a man notices about her when he is looking at her and relating to her. For a woman to begin having deeper feelings for a man, his compliments need to become more personal. When he makes three or more personal compliments in a conversation, it is a clear sign that he is expressing and pursuing a personal attraction."

I think i love this quote by John Gray, Ph.D.

okie i shal slp .. tomolo is Teacher Day's Eve.

2006-08-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

Mavis ger’s bday party yesterday.. wow.. Was crowded with her bunch of friends plus pussy cat's family.

Here are the pictures.. big DURIAN cake yummy.. and many finger foods...

Wow big cake wor...

Ger n her friends..

Cuting the cake...

Today went to give tuition as usual.. and so happi that i have a date with my lovely gf Angeline.. Asked her to meet me around 2.30 so we could go straight for a nice massage at Bliss Massage..

Baby came along too.. anyway both of them knew each other long ago keke.. and angeline was the one who intro Pussy cat to me.. haha.. if not now i would know pussy cat at all.. funny ya..

Okie pussy cat drove to China town and because we reached there early, so we heaqd to eat desert yummy.. pussy cat never eat there before, so i feel so good ..

Look at the delicious desert, one is almond paste and the other one is Egg pudding..

Yummy!

Yummy!

After that we went for a walk to drag the time to 2.30pm. We went to the department store and browse the shop and then out we left the place.. Pussy cat bought a Cd of Kenny G for the in car entertainment.. so we could hear the instrument played clearly.. haha.

Took some pic again..

Juz me.. dunno y this pussy cat take slanting pict.. keke

Me n pussy cat

Ger was late wor.. haha.. then we cannot tahan standing so went to a eating hse to eat. Bored so took pic of pussy cat..

the century ah beng.. haha

Asked pussy cat to smile.. and he produce me a funny look smile.. haha... so cute . now i know y he dun smile in all pic.. haha..

Me!

Met up with angeline. Head to Party world and book a slot after our massage.. See! pussy cat is so lucky.. brought him twice to Bliss Massage.

We went to individual room and had Our massage. I had a great talk with the lady with massage for me. And guess wad, after the massge .. pussy cat and ger told me i am like a chatter box, cant stop talking hahahaha... and i knew that cos i cant hear any single noise at all.. juz my voice and both pussycat and ger could hear me. Anyway the massage for me was so shiok and ger told me it was good too! Whereas pussy cat compliant the lady was so strong haha .. "i know it .. the lady massager told me tat .. haha"

Took some pic before we left the place..

Look at our hair.. were in messed! haha.. but feel so relax after tat.

Bliss Massage
do book for appt.
@ 20A Ann Siang Rd
Hotline: 62211548

To couple, no sharing rooms... haha individual rooms...but service good and resonable price.

Before i continue.. i would like to say something..

To Mr BX, Is a waste of not coming.. ya... haha... isn't my gf pretty and sweet.. wanna intro to u but u aren't there to know her keke.. so too bad.. haha *wink*, my sweety gf is out for others le.. so there still chance IF she is single, BUT gotta book the next dating with her. So still long way ya..keke

Okie head to ktv session.. haha 4 hr singing.. Sound long BUT actually is veri short.. i hate it cos i miss out my favourite song!! juz the veri minute when the screen juz say "last song and good bye!" stupid!
Before pict .. show u how nice is the top lighting...

It been months since i sing.. and i am surprise by the new lighting they have now.. or is aledy there long ago.. i am realli not sure.. but Nice!

Took lotsa of pic with my darling gf and pussy cat..

Pussy cat n ger

We are that close.. close friends that go thru mani things together

I miss u!

BX u r gonna regret it!

Look how pretty is my darling.. she was singing and so into the music...keke

I love pussy cat sing all songs.. cos he got a seh when he sing.. look!

haha and look again..

seem like he was quite uncomfortable with something haha..

Cool man!

Me sing with ger "Duet".. and look at me... dunno how my dear pussy cat have taken the pic.. my mouth is like stucking out.. with my teeths poking out of my lip!!!! Pussy cat i am so angry!!!! humph! u guys look closer..

Wad a joke.. me myself cant stand but keep laughing at this stupid me! haha

This is better..

Now are pic of me n lovely pussy cat..

Vs

Oh yeah.. i have the permission to have two partners.. haha

Vs

Cheese! So comfortable!

Wanna give him my kiss but again he siam frm me! humph.. hate u pussy cat!

Alright alas 8pm.. and we have to siam the place le.. Was outside the entrance and took the last picture before we headed home.. Pussy cat lor.. need to watch soccer.. "Chelsea Vs Blackburn". Jade Jade.. i know u be watching it! haha

So me n ger took the last picts before home sweet home..

Thats all for Mmmm.. wait! is yesterday.. i have took an hour plus plus plus to blog.. wow seh! Okie darling ger.. i enjoy ur company today.. hope u like my recommend massage. And enjoy with u during singing session.. I will miss u.. see u next ! will plan for something nice! and all the best to ur training to be the next beautiful stewardess .. ! Muack!

Anyway did some research.. Dear Jade.. Chelsea won 2 to 0 to Blackburn.. hee happi wor... keke ur Lampard and Didier Drogba score the goal man! hee..

Anyway guys good nite i am tired!

2006-08-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up and straight head to pussy cat's office. Well, so nice of me ya.. accompany him to work for free.. FOC! Haha fetch christine (jent colleague) first before heading to office. Lucky i boght my lappy along, as i actually create a newly template for my darling web. I spent the whole afternoon doing it as well as chit chatting with christine. Well she was right by saying Pussy cat need slow and steady, and not rushing up the stairs. Remember guys, when u start working, pay is always somehow "quite low" for ur standard, but Experiences come first, dun expect high pay. For me, i spend the past few years working as a teacher, regardless of anything i still tolerate and i study hard to achieve it. So now, i am happi i am working in a good school with okok pay. But i still not gonna give up.. i'm gonna go forward to the best! So pussy cat, i am sure u are capable and intelligent enough to move forward for the best, and mickey mouse(ur baby) will always be there for u. Encourage u and give u all my support! U have the potential and i have comfidence for u! Be firm and strong with ur colleague. U dun eat them, they will eat u up!!! Thats my philosophy at work!

Alright, again, pussy cat bought me to botak jones to eat.. Mmmm so sad, i ate the western food named Cajun, and doesn;t taste as good as the previous dish i had few months ago. But the cheese fries is always the best.Thks pussy cat. oh ya ahmad came too.. haha had a great talk with him and he showed me alot of magic trick which is not easy to trap the trick. Well in the end pussy cat taught me how it was actually worked. haha idiot ahmad, next time i shall catch ur trick! humph!

Okie do u know guys as i heard frm ahmad, there is a museum where they show case baby ghost for ppl to see.. Anyone who pay for the entrance fee could enter the museum. Haha.. i am curious yet scare that it might processed me when i am dare.. haha dun care.. ahmad say he will bring me n pussy cat there.. keke..

okie do my own things in baby office.. even help him to count money..

take a look..

one thousand dollar note... wowwowowow how i wish it was MINE!

Alot of money wor... anyway baby did something funny or i can say it was ahmad fault. He had to travel somewhere to work, and ahmad actually left something in the small and cute bag where pussy cat had to carry it to go out.

look at this .. lookin at pussy cat, i think of him during the old school day haha..

haaha.. pussy cat dun wan me to blog him cute pic.. but i die die oso have to leave it in my lovely blog hahahaha...

okie i find something unfair in the toilet.. why? i happened to get into the gent bcos there wasn't anyone inside. I was so angry that the mirror in the gent is so huge.. and the female toilet onli have 2 pathetic mirror... owowowowow and i finally really take a look how the gent toilet look like.. and how it actually flash the unpleasantliquid.. haha..

and here were the two mirror..

ladies toilet

gent's toilet

Can u see the different.. haha next time when i go to pussy cat office and when i wanna use the toilet,i will go to the gent's toilet and use the mirror there.

Alright mavis ger bday today..

Happi bday ger...

2006-08-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Thursday woke up feeling bad.. anyway Thks leonard, sarah and Bx for ur comforts.
Morning gotta travelled to work. Well "pussy cat" new nick for my baby called me in the morning, telling me that he wanna fetched me to work, well initially i was reluctant but in the end i accept it as i wanted to see him too.

He fetched me to school. He persuaded me to forgib him.. well actually i wanted so much for him to tell me wad he had done to make me sad. He said in the end.. i felt sad, realli sad.. but to be frank, he told me personally and i knew thats wad i wan frm him. Sarah was there to comfort me too .. thks ger..

Okie i forgive him, yet still feeling sad and insecure.. well i hope things will work well for both of us. "NO ONE CAN DESTROY MY HAPPINESS, UNLESS I LET IT GO FIRST!"

Thursday was my dad's birthday..
"daddy Happi bday to u" May ur happiness go on and good health for the rest of ur life. And i love u .. even thou u let me free, i still wan the pamper frm u and mummy... i still wan to be ur baby. I felt so independent now, I DUN WAN! i wan to be pampered by daddy and mummy!

Baby came and fetched me after work; we headed to Woodland Causeway Point where we have a date with mummy daddy and kor kor for a dinner. And the place we gonna eat wil be Seoul Garden.. yippy.. my favourite place where i could eat alot!!!!!! Reached there and met up with them. Went in and had a big feast!

Okie one funny thing which i have observed was my mummy side and my side was cooking totally different food... haha

look at this ..

That wad me n pussy cat cooked.. all meat and beef..

whereas for my mummy side..

so call vegetarian haha cos i cant find any single meat.. omg.. haha

Alright after eating halfway, i tot of a surprise for my dad.. Pussy cat always say i have alot of "gan tao" haha.. so we head to one of the restaurant where they sell cakes and bought 2 slies of cake. One chocolate and the other one mango. Haha we cant load more food .. so we juz bought slices .. haha

well back to Seoul garden and i secretly laid the box on the floor and pussy cat pass me a plate. I laid the cakes nicely on the plate prevent my dad frm seeing haha.. well then i put the candles and TRY TO LIGHT IT UNDER THE TABLE.. omg, never i knew it could be so difficult.. one of the candle has been burning my hand and when i tried blowing the fire away guess wad! haha i blew all the fire frm the candles.. oh man. i gave up and put it on the floor and light it..once i have done, i lift it up and sing the song for him.. Daddy was so surprised haha... he blew the candles and cut the cake. wow then i gave him a card which i handmade it. Hee he was happi and pussy cat was telling me i am so nice.. keke... i am so happi to hear tat! thks pussy cat i love u.

okie here are the pics..

On my lap.. haha preparing to light the candle..

I give up and put it on the floor to light the candle .. so nice!!!!!

Daddy holding his bday cake hee

My handmade card for daddy.. i hope he like it..

Next i wanna intro my mummy daddy kor kor .. Jade was telling me he never see me posting my family photos before... Ger here they are now.. keke

Here is my beautiful mummy ... i love my mummy so much ...

Here my daddy.. so cute haha

Here my "veri nice to me" kor kor

Now moving on .. my loving handsome pussy cat pics.. i have loads of them.. cant stop snapping on him keke..

cooking session.. no time to look at me.. humph!

My cute little pussy cat.. keke

My pussy cat has attract me with his cool and steady look haha..

well so sad, because i took so many pic of others, i missed out myself..

so this are the few of the pics..

Thats all .. now i wanna show u guys a mixture of pic.. but more on me n pussy cat.. keke

Me n kor kor...

So pai sey, i wanna kiss him, he move away.. humph humph

finally he kissed me haha

Alright .. many pics out.. so as our dinner.. end as fast as i post the pic.. Pussy cat was so nice to send my parent home.. then frm there we went to meet clarance.. WOw... at Changi Prison there.. rich man ar.. stay in those rich ppl condo man! haha.. Find him quite "teh" and cute haha... happened to talk to him on the phone to ask for direction, he could actually compliant so much on the phone eh... wowowowowowowo haha... Finally found the place, pussy cat took the filter frm him and we went straight home.

Some of the rich houses nearby... wowowoowowowow...

alright end of thursday.

Btw i have some interesting pic to share.. hee..

My leg kanna hurt at work, the cupboard jus fall on my leg...i cry and compliant to pussy cat..

Pic of pussy cat's room aka (our room) i drew... exactly the same..

Sulyn baby.. i find her so adourable.. she was the most cleverest baby i ever seen!

James the chicky monkey.. his pussy cat's favourite.. i cannot scold him one u know, pussy cat will scold me! haaha

well thats all i think ... maybe more to come!!!!!

2006-08-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

anyway his out drinking. I would not want to know any bad stories... i have enough. My message out seem simple but my mind turn out to be polluted with bad things... i am afraid i may dream of it too. It seem to be running my my mind again and again.. and i do not wan to think wildly.. the moment i see my phone and i think of him.. and not being home yet outside drinking.. well things may turn out bad. okie well .. i shant try and shut my mind totally.. totally.. dun make unpleasant things happen. dun spoil my newly love bed.. dun step on my tail.

2006-08-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

"some people just want all the attention from guys. cheap girls do exist, and still do." :)

today was the most horrible yet adventurous day. KNOW SO MUCH yet enable to react wad is gonna happen in future...

My darling ger told me lotsa of things which make me more mad ...

anyway wow... integra got a new ger in ... and moreover is a close close ppl too.. singapore is so small...

while that her... got it in forum... http://www.meetlilprincess.blogspot.com/

today someone juz walk out of my life in a sudden and not a minute of consolation. My heart was cracking... cracking like mad... could hear the pounding heart beat .. in the dark .. tears roll continueously down to my cheek.. my bed was wet... yet.. i am still alone in the dark hoping for the hopes that brighten me up..

Well my hope juz shattered .. i was dragging in bed for almost an hour.. woke up.. and bath... tell myself.. a new me change quick.. or i will let myself down for being weak and useless...

I pushed myself up.. turn on the com. and up came my many friends.. cheer me up and brighten my day... but will it last.. nah!.... appreciated with the help of my friends.. thks..

Saw many unbelieveable thing.. i feel ignorance is the way to xpress oneself.. but someone choose to accept it. well.. thats realli him i guess... and i shall tell myself forget it.. i shall let fate bring us sweet and loving and not to interfere with anything. Friends i am an attention seeker now for i may go crazy if i keep things to myself.

let past be gone and present will come.. and the happy amy will come back to life. *hope so*

2006-08-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

i thot we are so happi enjoying our life together, but no.. we are not.. why do u need to be so strong, cant u juz put urself in my shoe and feel how i feel.. u always think i am sensitive and paranoid, cant u feel how i felt after know something out of my happiness and my mood juz sink into the air, i felt so sad, so sad, and u can tell me so many hurtful things..

Anyway everything now is not important.. wad more important is how i feel.. if my feeling changes i might not be able to be the AMy u know anymore.

Sadness ... who to talk to? Onli jade who approached me.. wad if she was not there for me, i might turn out thinking wildly..

Cant a guy understand the needs for a ger.. why must they think that a ger always sensitive and paranoid rather than she is scare to lose u or she is not secure and need more assurance.. why why why.. tell me why he cant understand.

I can no longer tolerate how i feel in me.. good n bad.. soft and hard.. why cant be always hard feeling.. so i wont feel for others! thats horrible.. i felt like a a bird that lock in the cage, no freedom to express my feeling.. when i throw tantrum, he will think i am giving him touble, when i raise my voice , he thinks i am shouting at him, when i ignore him, he thinks i am being unreasonable.. then when will i be able to xpress myself openly and with someone to understand with. i hate it.. ! i hate to damage my blog with these.. but i felt better typing how i feel.. but still i felt sad and my heart is pain. Always i have to straggle the pain in me, which will dissolve away when i have cool down, however it will be back when i feel sad again. Thats shit! realli shit! cant someone help me.. cant realli go on like tat.. i felt shit shit shit... it likes many needles piercing into me.. the pain simply cant go off even i have said wad i feel.. then wad works? nothing... nothing... juz slp!

2006-08-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Morning bao bao drove me to give tuition and waited for me for 11/2 hr at Mc Donald.. Bao bao thks alot ... i love u bao bao...

Okie after tuition, Bao bao wanted to get more boxers as he like it alot, so we headed to Tampines again.. wow.. Tampines never NOT CROWED..

We purchased the boxer and then get some snacks and head to Sarah hse .. bao bao drove us to harbour front where we met jade, yan wen and roslind there. Bao bao dropped us there and initially wanna meet up with leonard however leonard was super busy, bao bao went home.

At harbour front, we walk to the bus interchange to take the Santosa Bus. I was surprise that Santosa is realli realli an attraction place .. so many ppl are heading there.. so we were in the long que to wait for the bus.

Boarded the bus and brought to the arrival place where we got our tix and took another bus towards Images of Singapore. Alright, we were planning our project and have to study on the history and festivals. Wow.. Jade this funny little gu nian, so afraid of sun, held the umbrella when walking towards the images of Singapore. Haha... well we took many phots inside.. Thks to Winston who was our photographer .. as he kept talking pic for us.. haha.. anyway i guessed he loved it as Sarah the "fierce tigeress" keep holding him tight.. keke.. cute couple.. and here this two cute couple..

Well well.. we had alot of fun inside, posed different kind of looks and seeing alot of scary and funny images... oh ya, there was this incident where i am heading to another section and this so call statue scared me! I tot he was juz a statue but when i actually passed by him blindly, he suddenly xclaimed "hi........." Omg, i was shocked! and i told him i will remembered him man! haha...

thats him!

We copy him and stand like a statue.. haha

Okie .. realli fun over there PROVIDED u r not alone... scary...!..!

Okie after the trip inside.. Sarah grumbled tat she had no more time to waste.. she heading to her coursin hse to do her project.

oKIE so we waited for the bus and sent us to the departing station. However because there were so many ppl waiting for the bus so Jade suggested that we should walk. Oh shit.. this time it my turn to compliant... haha.. anyway i sitll walk out of Santosa.. and Bao bao was waiting there for me.. hee so nice of him... Bao Bao i thought to myself and u know wad.. Bao Bao realli gotta thks u for being so nice...

Alright.. met bao bao and we drove staight to Marina South to meet Leonard and Alicia for steam boat.They reached earlier than us haha.. and we went to the place
Zhen Fa Hou Hai Sian where they have life prawn. But but but.... know wad.. we found a table, and find the chairs .. not easy as there are many ppl eating .. then we keep asking the ppl there to give us the recipes so we could get the plates and rest.. But none came to our service... wad a damn service when they told us the table can onli sit 6 persons where the other table has 4 person in it. WTF, we voice out for our own rights but the person keep insist that the table could onli sit 6 person and we were so piss, we walked off.. Leonard left them a few nice presents.. Bravo man! Never we will go there and eat anymore! Wad a lousy place..!

Okie so we went to another shop to eat. MUCH better, they serve us BETTER than the other bustard shop. Had a wonderful and filling steam boat.. keke.. fun having dinner with leonard and Alicia as they were nice ppl to talk to haha..

After eating and could see my bloated stomach, we decided to play pool. Cool! haha..

However, funny.. this time i play and won baby the first round, then followed by leonard and bao bao again.. total i won 3 rounds.. haha .. Leonard said i am lucky.. well... i guess so.. maybe my aiming is not like shit .. haha.. Bao bao felt so sian that i won.. Bao bao dun k.. cos no matter wad, u are the best player i have known.. seeing u playing with Clarence the other time, i knew tat u r good.. hee..

Haha.. okie something funny.. there this ball which is quite far away frm where i wanna aim and there was another ball in front of it.. so i raise out my spider hand but not stable cos of my nails.. and guessed wad.. this silly Leonard gave me a tempory supporter haha.. which in the end i also din get in but i found that it a joke man.. haha.. he could think of such funcky ideas haha... haha..

here is the funny pic.. haha

Did u see his hand supporting the cue of mine.. haha.. silly Leonard!

Well after playing for almost an hour, Bao bao had to go home to fetch his bro to camp.. so gotta leave early.. and so thats the end of the day.. eh fetch his bro and meet his friend who he said si nian! Hope he is fine ya!

I also din realli keep calling bao bao.. dun wan him to say i am paranoid or sensitive.. put all my trust to him ya.. keke..

I did it.. i din call.. onli once which less than a minute.

Photo time.. i hope it wont slow down ur com.

DARLING jade.. kiss kiss!

Me and winston..

Ha ha can u see the ger who is holding an umbrella.. the extra one.. kekke

Bao bao handsome or this ang mo?
Of course my bao bao lar!!!!!

Omg we are falling... help!!!!!!

isn't the scenery beautiful?

Lai ar lai ar... cabbage and banana on sale ar.. ahha

Amy so helpful..

Siao za bo.. haha

Wad a good timmer shot! haha...

the 3 little angles.. keke

7 months haven over.. giver me this kind of shot.. anyway u guys know actualli behind is empty.. i dunno where come the image.. realli dunno.. i am shocked !

Look at Sarah.. haha.. dunno wad she doing haha..

Wan me to read ur fortune? haha

ok now are the pic with leonard and alicia..

Fishing.. wad a silly pose...haha..

2006-08-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

According to Dr John Gray:
When a man loves a woman, periodically he needs to pull away before he can get closer.
Men are like rubber bands. When they pull away, they can stretch only so far before they come springing back.
A rubber band is the perfect example to understand the male intimacy cycle.
This cycle involves geting closer, pulling away and getting closer again.
It is not a decision or choice, it is a natural cycle.

Do u guys think is true.. Erm... Are all guys so complicated? i am curious and dying to know.!.
Friday, bought my student to Jubilee hall to watch "The very hungry Caterpilar". The play is so interesting and they loved watching it.

Eric Carle is a famous Author of the story and most of my students love his book. This image was the props of the play.

One of my interesting parent who came along.. and he was so nice as he bought a drink of me and he told me" Amy i know the theatre doesnt allow drinks, but i had bought u a drink, do drink it secretly", he was such a nice parent of mine.

The play begin...

They were the expert back stage who move the props behind the curtain...

Alright back school, in the evening one of my student came and find me .. so sad, she gonna go back to her country in Nigerian. A country of western Africa on the Gulf of Guinea. Took a pic with Esther and her brother.

Friday nite.. After work, bao bao drove me to Tampines to find the retro hair band. Asked sarah before heading there and tot could meet her.. BUT THEN SHE NEVER CALL ME.. HUMPH! Sarah must see this message!!!!

Anyway shouldn't go haha.. in the end bought the hair band white colour with black spots.. bought boxer for bao bao, bought a top, a skirt and a collar shirt for bao bao... omg.. spend money again . haha but feeling happi as we were preparing to wear our new bought clothes the veri next day.

Saturday.. I worked and I am late.. bought breakfast for Jess and reached work so so so late.. Done my work and feeling bored, i took some pics ..oh missed out something to say, my boss was in a good mood this few day when my SUPERVISOR wasn't in school.. well i am starting to think is she a JInx!...

pix..s

Anyway thats the hair band i bought.. thks to sarah for telling me where to buy.. haha.. so retro.. and i love it!

After work i head straight to Seng Kang.. however Jess was so nice to accompany me take bus. Bao bao was working so he wasn't able to accompany me. Head to ps for a walk until time up. OH man.. Saw some project which the NUS students had created.. ncie nice!

Veri creative and unique huh... Bravo man!

Okie ... damn it.. once entered PS shopping centre, i spent 65 in Body shop.. bought fragrance many more.. tat moment i shopped, bao bao still working.. sad sad...

Okie time up and i head to Seng Kang to gib tuition. Haha.. i am so happi when i am able to get there..

After tuition baby waited for me and together we head to Otomi Bbq.. Integra meetup too! Met leonard and gf, eve and Nan Nan .. and we drove towards Otomi codo which located at Pasir Ris..

Reached there... many ppl came and talk and chat and eat and taking photos.. Hoever bao bao cant miss his soccer.. liverpool, he headed home and left me there attending to all my friends.. keke.. bao bao.. in future we have to be forever super glue k.. hee..alright after the match finish.. Sat on leonard's car and head to loyang to pary. Bao bao met us there as he came frm home.. "Bao bao said, sarah should come and pray, kills all the bad luck!" haha..but too bad, alittle to last minute.

Well the temple is huge and Leonard and gf guide us on how to pray..

and after pray.. end of the day..!
Pix pix....
Baby took a pic for me juz under my student's house..

Most pix were at the bbq.. have alot of fun!

Will have more pics... waiting ... waiting ...

alright shall knock off now!

2006-08-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today wasn't a veri good day for me. Many things happened at work place which will be unsolved and making everyone's life miserable.

Well today baby came to my hse to eat. Mummi realli love him so much.. cook tons of delicious delicacies for him.

Tomolo school outing .. well... well.. thats fun onli with my supervisor!!!!

2006-08-17T01:24:00.000+08:00

Bed finally arrived.. omg .. it is so comfortable .. haha.. i am so happi...

Now i have a thick blanket le.. now i can blast the air-con and i can cuddle myself inside the blanket.. woah!!!!!!

Alright... yesterday slp veri veri early.. too tired, the previous nite i blog til soo oooo late! However today i am still so tired at work, no rest at all.. no food nothing! staving man.. got to do up board and so my 2 hrs break were vanished!

Well lucky today i off work early .. so i go straight down to school and waited for sarah..

So nice of Sarah who came down and accompany me.. Baby claimed he gotta work late so i didn't bother him to come. Well we were planning to touch the big red koi fish so to destroy the bad luck that we have. Met outside canteen.. head for a heavy dinner.. i ate combo meal plus fries, sarah ate a set of spaghetti meal plus a bowl of rice.. haha realli can eat wor.. finished up everything! Okie than went to the pond to touch the fish.. This sarah! so scared of the fish as if the fish could eat her up.. haha she had hard time touching the red fish as it was so slow and steady and once our hand touch the edge of the water, the big fat red fish will swim away.. so after few try... oh yesh! Sarah finally touched the fish.Oh yesh.. lucky lucky . hope things will go smoothly for both of us..haha.. and the crystal apply will help her to cool down her room! *GOD PLS DUN RUIN MY IDEAS!......* HAHA

The lucky fish.. do bring us luck..!

Omg i am so superstitious.. haha .. sarah was right .. juz like auntie! haha

Baby so nice .. fetch me home and fetch sarah to the bus stop in hou gang.. *baby juz cant stand both of us gossiping in the car* haha..

oh ya oh ya.. wanna wish baby a belated 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.. SORRI... to many things to blog until i forgotten our impt day. but i juz hope u like the things i gave u baby...

P.S:muack mauck keke u r alway my

this wad what i have made for baby

nite nite..

2006-08-12T11:25:00.000+08:00

tshit not for sale haha...

Something interesting happened yesterday.. hahaha. it is a joke man! My fat supervisor who was heading to the class room, close the gate and didn't realise her blouse was stucked at the gate, and her blouse jus give way and goes blezzzzzzzzZZZZZ~! Omg .. the blouse was torn apart haha.. me n jess juz keep laughing ... omg .. i should have taken a photo of that.. serve her right! Benny the school bus driver was there and he juz goes.. ar yo.. "he told me .. she thin i dun mind looking.. alamak she so fat! so disgusting!" haha.. so bad of him haha...

well well.. now my supervisor was treating everyone with 'respect'.. haha.. see how lo.. wow lao .. yesterday she asked me to record a book list..., i did it..! hee.. see i am so nice if she will treat nice too!

Alright.. after work yesterday, baby fetched me to give tuition.. wow seh.. at seng kang leh.. then we had hard time to find the place..
But reached there on time... baby go n meet leonard for dinner ..

This month baby was so unlucky .. he kanna summoned yesterday for parking and the other time he kanna summoned for speeding.. actually not really fast but shuai shuai he got caught frm those ppl who stood at the brige with the camera catching those ppl who speed.. then moreover in his work, he have to top up money for nothing.. so sad.. haiz baby .. baby..

okie now i am at his office.. saw his collegue 'ahmad!' haha funny guy! anyway baby had a fierce and naggy collegue who nag and nag at him .. good! good! he needs some nagging anyway .. keke..

Okie Siva baby boss ordered pizza and yesh! because of the pizza .. baby has no excuse for not sending me to school.. yesh! yesh! haha baby lazy baby .. tell me he veri busy but he was juz slacking at office.. talking to ahmad. haha... well lucky christine asked me to have the pizza and baby will send me to school then.. hee

okie pizza was great.. especially the beef pizza.. yummy...

picture of 'my good friend siva' haha

Christine

Ahmad

*Thks again to siva for such delicious pizza!*

after eating baby send me to school..

school later.. well sian~!

Okie continue... during lesson we were asked to go to the pond to see the fishes and feel them. Well we went and we actually touched the fished with our bear hands. Haha.. onli SARAH did not join in the fun haha.. she said she is scared to touch the fish. Oh .. me jade and roslind was looking for our ideal fish to touch at.. and then i suddenly had this funny superstitious thoughts came through my mind.. i told jade if i could touch the big dao red fish.. Liverpool will win chelsea.. haha

Oh yeah.. i touch it after so many tries.. haha Jade was furious haha.. and she insist to touch the fish too, so in another way chelsea will win haha.. but too bad .. we rushed back to class at last.. keke.. Jade dun give up.. nxt time i pei u go n touch the fish okie hee...and then will bring ur umbrella too keke...

Well after that our lecturer asked us to paint wadever we felt after touching the fish.. so we took paint and brush out.. and start to paint and chit chat at the same time haha.. wow .. we could almost talked throughout the painting.. isn't that awesome ... look here..

Jade's, thou ur drawing abit funny, ur painting look great haha..

Sarah seem to use alot of paint haha.. she juz simply trying to fill the spaces with paint haha..

ROslind a neat person.. look at her painting.. so different frm ours.. ours are messy and headache! ahha

Yes! mine! haha.. i hab been trying to use up the exta paint which Sarah had took again and again.. this ger ar.. haha...

We simply were horrible .. haha even snap snap snap during painting period.. haha

Okie..

Break time.. TOILET BREAK..

Toilet ... is a dangerous place for us..
Why?
Once we stepped in, omg, we will take millions year to step out again... well u will know y..
This is the reason...
Pictures took IN the toilet.. all are my mates.. childish young youth playful cheeky mates ..

Me and sarah.. we simply cant stop taking pic..

A bunch of Babes.. class ended and all the time for the pic taking..

Individual merge together *smart?* kekeke

Well gers i hope my design doesn't look bad.. haha..

Okie..

I am so tired..

Mmmm.. stretched!

Oh yeah.. awake again..

Movie preview "Click"

Oh man after watching this show, i feel that it is worthwhile to watch. Veri touching show which teach one to treasure wadever he or she have right now. Veri nice show, no doubts man.. should watch! Baby, dun worry i will watch again with u.. i am sorri for not waiting to watch with u. dun reject my request okie!

Sunday, went to give tuition as usaul.. then after tuition we went to lot 1 to purchase a Queen size Mattress for us.

We found one.. bought it plus the matress cover including the nice comfort thick blanket. Total cost 700 plus plus... wowowoowow

Okie we went to popular too.. bought some stationeries for baby's office and Resource books for me.

Then we rushed home.

Then at nite the fun was not end yet. Darren asked us to go his house to play majong.. so well okie .. me with debra and Ezann... Initially i do not know Ezann was the actress until Romeo told me. haha..

Well baby fetch romeo together to Darren hse. Well onli darren himself and Peter lau was there onli so we sat and watch soccer. Liverpool Vs Chelsea..

Okie.. then after a while, Debra came follow by Ezann. Haha .. well majong start.. Damn! starting realli suay for me.. not even won a single bit.. Ezann was so lucky.. keep wining.. cheeky baby ask her jokingly " acting cannot earn ar... come here earn majong money" haha..

Well i am improving in my majong skill but not as pro as baby, darren, romeo those guys. Then baby took over me and i went round the hse with debra ezann and darren. Darren bought us to see his rabbits .. Omg .. so cute.. haha .. but his father bian sin.. onli feed his favourite rabbit keke... anyway both are big and fat! so think dun need to worry of hunger haha... well he bought us to his room.. Mmm.. nice and a little tidy for a guy's room.. haha .. cannot compare with baby's room.. cos he has a little 'rabbit' who keep messing up the place.. hiek hiek!

Alright .. i came down and took alot of pics, then played the last few rounds.. haha baby seem impatient.. dunno y.. haha i wasn't there when he was playing. Okie wow wow wow! The round i played was veri heng leh.. i won that round but then the last round was so sad.. had quite high chance to win.. but i onli need someone to give me pong or eat!

alright picture time...

Me and ezann babe.. haha

Baby's good cards.. haha

Oh yeah! .. cheese!

Baby's round to play.. baby play more like majong... haha i play more like majong sotong..

These ppl were watching soccer... Go liverpool go! ! !

The veri concentrating baby..

Me n Ezann.. bored so took out camera and started to go snap snap snap.. the guys were simply annoyed.. haha

Juz Ezann

This is acting Ezann.. big different wor hee..

Something realli impressed me.. ahahaha.. Darren's Living Room...

Darren..

Darren..

He is so funny ... always kanna bullied by Peter Lau! haha

Debra..

Peter Lau..

Group Pix

The guys!

BX ACTION "S**KIT"!

Baby with 3 women!

Okie Monday pix..
In school...

Ros and Yan Wen did not come.. wonder y...

Okie.. i was treated so nice by jade.. so long didnt be a baby le...

Sexy moves...

Fierce!

Interesting ya? alright!!!!! i am now so tired! Stupid sarah dun let me slp unless i finish blogging.. now done! bed time! nite sarah! cannot wake up tomolo i blame u wor haha!...

2006-08-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

today work then go school on my own..... wow work was special yesterday as my Supervisor asked all the stuffs to talk to her personally... then i am one of them who simply dun give her any face.. i told her everything i dislike about her and she apologised.. fine.. i will see whether there is any good changes.. well well. she betta dun step on my tail.. ...

Well reached school quite early.. and lesson was fun chit chatting with my mates.. haha.. alright something realli funny.. our lecturer asked us to draw wad are the high technology in future.. and this was the product frm me, jade, sarah, yan wen and rosline haha.. take a look

Haha flying car from yan wen..

Another funny pic of flying car frm jade.. hahaha..

Flying cute car frm sarah.. dunno who can invent such a special car for her.. hee.. got wings one!haha

Then this is frm yan wen.. hippo ... haha.. cute man! haha but i find it looks more like pig if add in two nose.. haha.

Last of all mine! haha dun laugh wor..
Magic broom.. haha... this was the laughing stock in the class... haha..

haha nice right.. drawing is fun.. i love drawing.. haha..

alright now is pic of the day..

some snap shots without knowing..keke

Sarah... the messaging queen is not paying attention ... Mmmm.. i caught u! sarah!keke
Sarah happening ger.. going clubbing again.. wear so happening to school always! but always look so sweet and sexy! haha

Jade ... wear so sexy to class.. with dangling ear rings.. so unique!

Sarah took my pic.. when i am PAYING ATTENTION in class.. haha
Actually seldom ar.. keep talking ahead.. this is onli when the lecturer was looking at me haha..ohps!

Yan wen and rosline.. hee.. 2 babes .. not forgotting them!

okie now showing u guys special unique pics!

me, baby n our darling integra..

Konnichiwa.Jiko-shoukai sase-te kudasai. Watashiwa Amy desu.
"Hello, let me intro myself, i am Amy"

Jason the Little King "Baby's god son wor.."

swt dream.

2006-08-09T17:09:00.000+08:00

Dear Singapore,

Regards My baby Jason.

This pic is so nice, din post the other time and so i show it to u guys now.. hee..
me n century Huan Zu Ge Ge

Haiz.. again again i din fulfill my dream again.. i am emotionally sad.. i fail and fail again.. I am sorri...

Anyway forget abt the sad thing abt me.. let go to the interesting part of the past few days. Well Well.. this week is quite happening days for me as in coming back late at night .. well before i start anything.. i shall like to wish All the Singaporean ppl.. "Happyoooo 41TH National Day" Hope Singapore will continue being as successful as before and 'pay rise' for everyone too! keke

Monday, Work as usual... then felt so shagged but still got to head to school.. wow.. i was late and moreover the traffic was heavy.. reached class and met all my peers.. Sarah! after so long holiday, seeing her again.. felt so happi haha.. as usual when the 5 naughty gers are together, we cant stop chatting in class.. hhaha laughing and joking away.. but too bad, din take any pix on that night as baby reached the bus stop of the school and he cant stop there for long.. me n Sarah rushed to the bus stop and saw his car.. oh man.. the bus stop was so crowded.. we squeezed our way out of the bus stop man!

Haha .. sarah has not been sitting on baby's car for so long donkey years.. and when she sat in it, she gave a veri nice compliment.. "wow the sound veri good leh!" haha i am sure baby will be happi to hear that haha.. well we chatted on our way to baby's brother camp and then to the bus stop where we dropped Sarah, for it is near if she traveled home frm there.

After that we head to Puggol Park for a drink with Andy. So long din see Andy, still as charming as before.. but no compare to my baby lor.... ahha.. wow.. Andy doing big bussiness ar... haha.. selling insurance... so baby meet him up so as to hear his insurance plans too. Well they ordered beer and i ordered Strawberry ice.. hee.. and a chelsa salad.. Chat till 12 midnite.. wow.. there this bunch of monkey juz beside our table made so much noise.. i hate such ppl!

Okie baby drank so much, back home he knock off so fast after i massage his head and gave him a comfortable facial!

Then i slept much later than him.. i watch scv till i felt tire!

Tuesday.. My school celebrating National day... I am sure all the school do! Well was realli fun.. and too bad, my red and white clothes left at home, so yesterday i wore a veri big top plus long pant. Unluckily, me n baby woke up late.. so we rushed to work thru the heavy traffic too.. I am sorri... i shouldn't have lazed on the bed after u wake me up.. Anyway i managed to reached work on time, however baby was a little late..

Celebration was so fun, and Emily one of my collegue, knew i was the most spontaneous teacher purposely chose me to dance for the whole school.. well well well.. she was so smart.. haha.. i danced! Some student of my came up and dance with me.. oh man some pop songs.. haha.. anyway overall the student were enjoying so as the teachers..

This year so bad! my school din purchase any cake.. well i voice out before but well... my boss told me not necessary to have a cake.. so okie lor!

Then after the events, including games etc, we had a wonderful party! haha.. chn loved the food and drinks.. well we teachers too! too bad pics are not taken by me, so i cant post them out!..

Busy busy... but seeing all my student happily playing away, i felt a sense of happiness! haha

After work, head to china town with Jess.. Baby said he will wait in office till i shop finished .. but then haha after sometime he told me he felt bored.. wanna get out of his office.. silly baby i knew have short attention span one.. gotta move abt.. so i told baby to come to china town to pick me up and we'll head for dinner..

Then he reached .. bought the crock slipper and wanna get a top for baby.. a unique kind but then wanna see whether baby like it.. so i wait to ask him .. unfortunately i forgotten to ask him! stupid me!

Okie get in the car.. baby asked me wad to eat, and i realli dunno so he suggested going to eat Steam Boat @ Marina South and integra ppl were there too so without hesitation i agree to him.. on the way we saw so many ppl taking out their camera and preparing to take pic..

Me n dear was curious and after we were at the steam boat place.. we then realise they were waiting for the fire works.. wow... lucky i din miss any firworks.. i caught them in action!

Omg.. it was awesome especialli i am able to see with my baby.. thks thks for accompany me to see the firework.. i am delighted!

had a filling steam boat then head to look for integra ppl..

They were sitting at the coffee shop chatting.. so many of them.. then after that they head to the play counter skrike.. Mmmm me n baby din play but look at them playing .. for so many years since young, i seldom head to arcade to play.. and yesterday the moment i entered, omg.. i cant stand the noise . so loud and noisy.. well anyway i still stay inside for a few hour playing and looking at them playing..

Hoho.. Tony another integra friend bought his gf along.. haha .. same age as me but more fong man.. haha.. well old cow eat young grass... think the phrase is like tat.. haha I am sure Tong can be a good hubby in years time.. gee...

alright now i gonna cook! so see ya...

oh! baby working as a researcher.. handsome baby.. the top is the one i bought for him currently...

another pic... cute one..

Eh... nice ar.. okie tata..

2006-08-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today so busy.. morning woke up.. went jogging with baby.. baby blame me for making his tummy bigger.. so i woke up and went jogging with him. Funny.. a new environment where i jogged at realli veri effective in giving me alot determination. But then baby no determination one.. so he influenced me! haha run and stop.. run and stop.. not much long term running...

anyway we onli jogged for a while.. and back home he got to changed and rushed to work. As for me.. i can slack for a while before going to WORK!

When time reached, i change and head to the bus stop and took the north east line towards Plaza Sing. .. Met Wang first then Jess.. Jess forever the 'late queen'. Then we head to food court as they have not had their lunch..

After that .. .. .. we walked toward the ymca building.. UNDER THE HOT AND BURNT SUN! Many of my parent reached, had a talk with them and then the mini concert start.

Games and high tea were provided.. Mmm.. the curry puffs is the nicest.. keke

But something happened, Auntie Christine fell and hit her head on the floor.. it was terrifying.. everyone was shocked but lucky she was alright.. i was so angry.. how could that fat lady asked her to climb so high! Wow she is a beast man!

Anyway the most enjoyable event was the tuk of war where we challanged with the parents.. haha imagined they are so big in size and they could juz pull us to their winning point.. Bravo man! haha thats so fun!

After WORK! Me and Jess head to PS .. before that we went to THIS Fashion to look at the clothes.. Mmmm.. usually i dun like to shop at This Fashion.. but somehow i found a top which i cant find else where and so i purchased it.Jess and i were trying all kinds of tops and she too bought many clothes. I bought a top for my baby and it look juz nice on him keke..

Then after This Fashion.. i was complianing to Jess that my feet cant walked any longer so we head to starbuck to chill. Hehe... as we were chatting, Jess keep asking me who am i messaging and i told her is baby whom i message with. Then with her cheeky thoughts, she asked me to play with baby... tell him i am chatting with some guys.. and see baby's reaction.. Stupid Jess!..

Baby no reaction at all de.. so sad.. anyway baby was with his friends.. so i can understand..

Then after chatting we went for a walk in PS.. then baby called me told me his wallet was with me.."because he was so careless not to bring his wallet when he went out".. so he told me he cant go thru any ERP, so i travelled to hou gang myself.

Reached home.. nothing much.

Sunday..

Hee .. lucky i told dear i wanna go Little Indian Mustafah to shop. Then wanna eat Indian Food. So after giving tuition as usual, baby picked me up and drove to Little India. We head to Mustafah and bought so many things. One of it is Fat burning pills and teeths polisher.. wow both already cost me around 200 dollars le..

And total spent around 300 plus plus.. wow.. but i told baby all these is a MUST to Buy! So i see whether the pills and the teeth whitener are effective. I hope so ya!

Had Masala, prata and the big big ball .. all indian food.. Babay love it and i am so happi so see my baby enjoying himself..

I am enjoying my day with baby ...

But

i am so sad after tat, not tat i quarrel with baby but with other personal family issues.

Anyway in my previous post i had stated that guys who flirt around realli dun deserve a better gf.. haiz.. some ppl juz dun treasure what they have.. i am so disappointed why there are such ppl around.. nvm.. me n baby juz close one eye.

I am sad.. but i am so touched when baby was there for me. I am so touched .. thank u baby.. u realli realli make me feel like ur baby.. thks thks.

2006-08-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

Back frm work.. Saturday have to work too! Claim OT!

I organise the event of my school's Family day. Damn ! so busy.. tomolo got head to ymca .. there will be talks plus others events for parents and outsiders.. Will end at 6.. haiz.. no rest on sat! so sickening.. !

Lucky nxt week there is a PH. PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yeah.. which fall on the 9 of august! National Day!

Haiz.. i should have choose to go to class .. having class on saturday is a rare thingy.. now i have to miss it.. my nice friend see this.. help me to keep my notes thks!!!! muack!

2006-08-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Today.. had the most terrible pathetic stupid farking day! Had meeting today with the fat lady.. u guys who read my blog should know who am i referring to ba! Damn ... i shouldn't have attended the meeting, because after the meeting, my mood was farking bad and my mind was juz wasn't there! ..

First time in my life i got such lousy supervisor.. okie lets not come to conclusion on her... i shall tell u why i hate her so much. First during meeting .. there isn't any respect frm her.. start of the meeting .. guess wads her first word? "Eh.. everyone here!?" wow seh! who the hell she is to call us by No Name! Then nvm! then she assigned us alot of work ... and she wasn't helping us, as in.. hey u do bla bla bla.. and she wil keep saying wad she wan us to do.. and she wont say anything abt herself in helping us.. wtf! i was so piss juz now.. i voiced out into her face! i asked her.. hey then how abt u? r u going to gib us a helping hands.. or rotting inside the office!!!! I said these to her.. and she argued back saying .. " i have my own work to do.. i wont interfer or dun count me in in anything" hey hey hey ppl.. this is so clear that she is so fat that she couldn't move her farking big butt out of the chair man! And i said to her, is that the way a sup should be? then u mind as well rot at home and dun come to work! and she goes saying i have alot of thing to do bla bla bla... why should i tell u wad i am doing... bla bla bal.... ppl .. u can see how evil she is! i simply see her true colour and i shall give her the worst out of me! No way i am giving in.. unless mutual respect is given! Anyway i was so damn piss.. when baby came to fetch me.. i cant stop telling him how piss i am!

WOrst!

Anyway followed baby to hou Gang mall to duplicate his office key.. at least i could relax my mind a little.. hate to think abt the bad things.. reached home.. watch tv eat and slp.. oh ya..

U know wad.. today my students said they missed my baby(jent) so much.. there is once baby is sad.. and one of my student talked to him on the phone and ask him to be happy.. haha they are simply so cute.. sometime they will asked me to call baby ... haha .. too adourable to be angry anymore!

2006-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

work ... and after work baby told me his friend had 2 free tixs for Lakehouse movie.. Oh yeah.. thats was perfect.. i could see movie after a tiring hard work.. but then i off work @ 6.30 and had to rushed to Plaza Sing. and lucky jess was nice to accompany till she reached at far east plaza..

I managed to reached there to meet his GF Si Jin. Met her at the 7th floor at the booth... She gave me an envolope with the tixs in it. Baby was not there yet.. he was late .. Mmmm.. we missed the first part of the show..

Finally he reached.. We bought lays and a drink and rushed in to the theatre.. Wow.. the theatre was almost full.. so many ppl .. and we managed to find a good sit... okie

Comment for the show.. "Lakehouse"

Nice show .. is about 2 different kind of ppl in different world; one is in the past and the other is in the future.. both fall in love with each other and communicate with each other using letters.. miracle huh! haha love story, touching too.. worth it and i am shall u guys will love it.. thks to Si Jin for the tix.. thou dun know u.. but u r my baby's friend.. thks thks.. heheh..

alright thats all for today.. gdnite!

2006-07-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

who is o*** baby? i am wondering...
Friday
Anyway let start my day on friday. Friday work.. as usual gotta see the pui zai bo.. this time .. she made me so piss because Jess told me she used her eye brown to indicate our boss that we were not helping her.. damn it.. she was such a big pussy ! ! Jess said we will not be able to tolerate the fat lady's attitude, and will resign sooner or later...

haha fat hopes man!!

After work, I was so excited to see baby's 'in car entertainment' (i.c.e.) whcih he spent $2300 plus plus!! on it... baby and i simply love the base boom..! boom! boom! Okie .. i waited for him with Jess at the bus stop and he fetched me frm there. Wow... i saw the i.c.e. and it looked simple and nice... and the sound is perfectly enhancing.. if the base can be stronger it will be better.. hee.. baby's friend leonard did almost 10 over K of i.c.e.. wow.. but onli sat on his car once.. the feeling is like sitting on the vibrating chair.. and the sound goes boom boom boom! haha.. dear did a simple one which both of us could enjoy.. so uncomparable with leonard's car hee..

Mmmm.. friday nite, baby me and leonard went to bukit timah to eat. Wow kao... should have eaten at Marina South.. steam boat.. and then can eat alot too hee... ... Leonard said got life prawn... .Mmm.. i cant wait to eat haha.. but then baby doesn't like to eat and cook at the same time.. he rather pay and dun cook.. haha lazy baby.. keke

anyway after eating, we drove to marina south victor's bowl to meet the rest of the integra ppl. We reached there early and saw our name stated over there. My competitor were Si Jie and Eve.. and baby keep insisting he doesn't know how to play and then he asked Leonard to sub for him..

The game started.. wow my bowling was suck at the start.. haha SiJie seem much better than me. She even had her own ball and protection glove.. wow !! Nah.. anyway it juz a game.. am able to enjoy can le..

Anyway total there were 4 round .. each 10 times bowl... wow!! i bowled till my hand hurt.. haha..

In the end i got the lucky draw .. haha juz before dear said i had "no luck" haha.. and one of the integra guy called my name haha..yippy!...

And guess wad, the nxt person i picked was Leonard.. haha.. Leonard must thanks me woah.... haha.. so lucky of him! ...

WOw.. that day.. me n dear hadn't had any cash... tot that marina south have atm machine.. unfortunately.. there isn't any over there.. so Baby n leonard digged all the coins and gave me to buy tibbits to eat hee.. so nice of baby n leonard..

So total i got 2 little present frm integra.. thanks thanks.. i realli enjoy myself tat day...

Saturday

Early in the morning .. follow dear to work.. being his "part time secretary". Not easy to be his so call part time secretary. Every moment.. he will said dear here and there.. dear take this and that.. dear hold this and that..humph! haha so funny is that.. everything is simply so near to him.. see! baby is so lucky to have me who dun compliant and be his part time secretary which no pay.. humph .. so nice of me... keke..

Then after that dear sent me to school.. school finally start.. but the first day Must be a Saturday! dun feel like going .. but no choice... Sarah had a terrible illness.. she told me she had parotitist.. Hope she will be fine..

This lesson is an ang mo lecturer.. quite interesting .. hee..

After class... baby waited for me at the opposite bus stop.. then he drove me to meet my parent who needed baby's help to find an amplifier for our home theatre which bought bought for my daddy... keke.. funny encounter.. i shall not say.. haha..anyway i got a 'silly baby' with me.. hehe

Okie we went to Imm to eat... Yummy.. and full after having a plate of hokkian mee, watang soup and dao suan for desert..

Then we head to the audio shop to look for amplifier.. Wow much cheaper than Best. Dad bought an amplifier plus some wires.. then dear fetch us home..

Dear reached my hse and start fixing the home theatre... wow.. 'man simply can do all kinds of electronic stuffs'.. plus this few days he had done his car and then now my home theatre.. hee..

Finally with much brain storming, baby finally solve the prob for the home theatre.. and oh yeah.. we tested it with a movie and the surround system impressed me! oh yeah! baby thk u for ur talent and ur effort.. u impressed me!

Alright daddy love it so much..

And then we headed back to baby's home..

Sunday

Morning went to give tuition.. wow another new ger enrolled.. haha... yeah more money but more tiring...!
Dear waited for me outside the classroom.. haha something funny happened.. one of my student told the others "dun anyhow run, wait bad guys catch u" and she eyed on my baby. Haha..

Baby compliant to me while he was driving .. haha... "he asked me.. do i look like a bad guy? @@#@$$@%%$%#!!!! ur student said dun run wait got bad guy and she looked at me with one kind"

hahhahahahahaha

We went home and watch DVD.. daddy lend me 3 disc big mama, ur mine and ours and date movie.. Big mama was a stupid and funny show but too bad something went wrong with the disc and so we cant watch til the ending.

Had an afternoon nap til dinner.

Din went out.. too lazy too.. so we stay home..

end.

2006-07-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

Wtf.. realli damn unlucky...

Why my life is so f up... have to endure the process of being ignored, being neglect, being command.. sound so shit and stupid!

Today after work, i met federica at far east.. it was donkey years since i met her and since i went out to town... damn shitty..! hadn't had any mood to go out at all..

We went over to MS cos she gotta collect something.. unfortunately her friend put her big aeroplane.. and we ended up feeling rather sian and stupid.. so we walk and chat at the same time.

Wow MS sudden became a silent area.. issit bcos of the 7th months? Mmmm... few long months ago.. i remembered going there.. and the place was full of youngster and clubbers.. now .. onli ang mo s.. and ppl who juz off work.. nothing much exposure.. anyway i dun realli feel good going there.. me, no longer having the clubbing feeling, feel the place isn't right for me...Mmm..

As we walked along the road, we headed to the Bak Ku Teh coffee shop and had a light supper over there.. talked and grossip alot.. and i finally learnt something new and surprise.. wow wow wow... now i know ppl frm the media are actually veri complicated and use all kinds of ways to climb up to their career... interesting.. Fed. know alot man!

When asking her y not join the coming Jue Due superstar.. she told me that no use joining as they have sort of chosen the winner in the begining, juz tat they gotta earn the money frm us.. they open up the votes and the exciting competition.. seem unfair.. but thats life!.. wow.. being taiwanese or shanghaiese.. seem good.. lots of grossips to listen..

Anyway was quite good when i went out after a big quarrel. Yyyy... i was so sad.. so sad... late at night and he did not send me to the bus stop.. y? angry? angry and can get away with the responsible of care and concern for my safty? yes i am in the wrong to give a lame jokes of him sending me to meet fed, but i am juz joking.. i have plan to go on my own. Being ignored .. the feeling was bad.. and moreover i am out.. i couldn't even concentrate where i am and wad i am doing.. trying to be optimistic.. but so hard.. my head always appeared to be blank.. thinking of wad had gone wrong.. y do i make a fuss when he said why aren't i feeling paisey to ask him fetch to me there.. but i am juz joking.. i burst out bcos of the word he said" pai sey". I was thinking y.. even if i ask him to fetch me there.. is that the reason to said that to me? i am not treating him like a Souffle at all.. never in my life with him.. i ever tot of that.. he said that which hurts me so much... and is it wrong if i ask him to fetch me? if i am .. well.. i will back out.. but i dun see why i am wrong.. anyway i din have any any intention of asking him.. onli after some conversation.. he asked me is it i want him to watch me there.. then i was thinking.. no of course.. but being cheeky i started to ask him and see his reaction.. but never i know we will ended up quarrel. i am damn sad! useless ..!

I am now trying to stay calm.. to be myself... to be wad i wan in life.. to be wad i wan to achieve in everything..

Fail everitime.... relationship fail.. work hard but money fly fast.. being thrown by money... how i feels? Money hard to earn and he could threw them to me.. all flying everiwhere.. respectful? i doubt so. yyy...??? My new fat supervisor is oso giving me probs each day... i hate ppl who command me.. usually i work.. i will help my collegues and guide them thru... but now... the new sup. who previously frm pcf came and giving all teachers problems.. without any respects and pushes all works to us.. i hate it.. hate her.. i am not letting in to her as well as i have my own principles of working and never i will try to seek for a rest.. i hate if after such long months of not being commanded at and now i got to receive such treatment.. i wont give in!never! thats me, stubbond but i see as a whole issues.. askin me to handle a big coming project for the school i agree.. but blaming me for not organising my asist teachers is totally out of her mind! crazy women! she jolly well know my temper and dun go any further of making my blood blood...

I have been under stress this few days... with so many things happen together and being unsolve! how terrible.. how sad! wad should i do? I tried to compromise within my limit, try my veri best to give in, put effort in preventing myself in creating problems, but still inperfect... useless right... i knew how soft and crazy i am .. i tried to cool down.. but i cant ... staying with my baby who oso had high temperation problems.. i find that the issue.. neither one is able to give in .. and holding so much pride tat enable one of us to get close with the other.. so how? its a risk in this relationship but yet could still last.. i want it to last! no way i will wan to break it.. baby too.. i knew he is soft at time.. but hard most of the time.. but veri nice of him when he come to me everytime.. but now.. he dun.. he never.. he juz slp..

These is a big big big obstacles to go thru ... i had gone thru worst one before.. and this is something which i need to go thru.. pain! definately. but how? no one can help me.. onli myself.. sad thou... but not giving up.. giving up means i am not commetted, a fool, a coward and a loser.. no way! i am able to handle my career.. so i can oso handle my relationship.! for no one will have the chance to step in a single step to my happiness.. as i choose it on my own!

2006-07-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today .. work.. i am late.. woke up late n go to work myself. I am sad.. sad that y when i need help, no one is there for me. When I am sad, i cried but i was stopped frm crying. Why do i cry for, bcos i am sad, why cant anyone understand that?

Anyway i am realli late for work, Jess was late too.. and she was nice to buy breakfast for me.. and she bought fried crarrot cake. It was quite tasty then the veri previous carrot cake i had. Veri busy at work today.. and i prepared some worksheets for my students.

After work, i head straight to my photo shoot. Wow is at East Coast Road.. veri far.. Jess was so so so nice to accompany me to City Hall station where i head to paya Labar. Reached Payar Labar, i was veri reluctant to take a cab, but too bad, i do not know the way to the studio so i took a cab down.

Reached the studio and the makeup artist make up for me and took all the shoots. Tiring and hungry.. but bcos i do not wan to bloat my stomach so i bared with the hunger..

Oh ya.. i fell in the drain during work .. veri painful.. haiz..wad a day!

Too bad i din go to Santosa for the movie.. anyway dear went. He came after i end my photo shoot and we headed towards Bukit Batok car shop. The sound systems are very nice but then veri ex.. Dear cant wait to buy.. And these made us quarrel.. haiz...

I am so sad so sad now..

forget abt it ntie ntie.

2006-07-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. i am veri confuse ...

So confuse of whatever i am doing .. regarding abt my career, my relatioship and more..

Anyway i am trying to cheer myself up everyday.. hope that things can work out..

Today my school celebrate racial harmony day. I wore the Japanese Kimono. All thanks to one of my parent who is so nice to lend me her Kimono.

I reached my school, and she was there waiting for me. She asked me to go to the classroom to change, and she wore the kimono for me. It really hard to fold the ribbon at the back.. omg.. she folded it so complicatedly and the ribbon was done... nice! haha i took alot of pictures..

Here they are..

Yup realli enjoy myself.. however i am also being worn out.. so now i am doin my facial.. relax myself and work tomorrow.. mmmMmm still think whether to go for the photo shoot... Mmmm.. so confusing!

Btw tomolo oso got integra meet up at Santosa.. Mmmmm.. how? which should i go.. still thinkin.. anyway my tuition assignment is expanding... wow.. total student i have are 8 students... Mmmmm.. will expand bigger.. *but then* school starting soon.. boredness arises... too much of so call "holiday" mood.. but still got to work.. however after work could go home early to rest... BUT soon.. i will be going to school after work... projects to do ... but but but i will happi that soon i can see all my friends again.. haha Jade, sarah, yan wen and mani mani more.. we will see each other veri soon.. and all the nonesense in class will resume haha! haha! Well .. i might be a little tire .. however with the achievement i got , it will brighten my day ! So i am looking forward to school to my new student and to my upgrading career ahead! Must work hard!

Baby, baby i had some words for u:

Men who for truth and honor's sake
Stand fast and suffer long.
Brave men who work while others sleep,
Who dare while others fly...
They build a nation's pillars deep
And lift them to the sky.

"If you can imagine it,
You can achieve it.
If you can dream it,
You can become it."

So baby.. wadever it is , u can achieve it.. and i believe with ur talent and ur knowledge, u will slowly climb to the top of the mountain! so dun give up! and remember, u are the one who could make ur dream come true, Dun give up!i will be there for u.. cos i am always ur baby.

2006-07-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

I am bored now.. after facial for baby, he always fall deep slp.. hee.. *could it be my massage is good?" Mmmm.. have to hear frm him. Well, i suddenly felt a feeling of missing the past..

Well.. during sec school life, well there are so many friends around, playing childishly and having the feeling of "wow i am beautiful, wow he so handsome, omg wad a boring teacher, yippy after school we go shopping?" oh man.. i missed the excitment.. well now.. all i got to do is to work, study, and work is one thing which occupied 3 quarter of the day, so i can forget abt going out with friends or wad!well well.. tats life!

On the tuesday, baby gave a treat to my mummy. He is so sweet.. bought me n mummy for a foot reflexology and a wonderful swensen dinner.. haha.. baby simply make my heart melt man!

After sending my mummy home, we got home and dye hair... haha.. NOW i realise i should have taken the light colour.. but after dying for baby and myself.. i prefer the colour dyed on baby's hair.. nice boyish look..

haiz.. so fast i lost of topic .. alright sure end here ya! nite!

2006-07-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Auntie poo is back.. sorri i couldn't see u.. sorri..i miss u n glane.. i miss glane and hope he stil remember me.. i miss u auntie poo.. i miss ur spaghetti, i miss ur food, i miss the time i talk to u last time.. i miss argueing with u and rest.. i miss everything.. hope to see u again .. maybe nxt time u come back frm Uk

Saturday.. woke up..

Dear bought me to Botak Jones to eat.. The food is delicious and it was in large serving. I had Turkey Sandwich and dear had Beef sandwich. It was so filling.. i think u guys should try it out.. not veri convenient however to taste such good food, travelling is not a burden at all.

Add:
Sungei Kadut Eating house. no.3 Pioneer Sector 2.
Tel: 68989225
Damn nice.. should give it a try!

After that, initially i wanted to go to Jurong point for a walk, afraid to disturb dear when he was working, in the end i ended up following him to his office. Nothing to do, got so angry of dear cos found out he had so many nonsense going on behind me.. So angry. Scolded him.. he keep denying.. silly dear.. in the end he make me forget abt it.

I recalled something which happened last nite, i made him piss with me, bcos i took a pic with my agency and he was furious. And on our anniversary, we quarrelled and in the end he ended up slping. After long thoughts, i knew i should apologised, but i couldnt bare to wake him up, so i did something for him and even do some researched on where to go for a spa the next day. i slept quite late... bt i knew i gotta do all these before i slp.

This is wad i have drawn for him and hope the nxt day he would see it and flash a smile out.

Can u see the words "I'm so Sorri". I hope he will like it.. but but but...

In the morning even thou he saw it, no action, nothing out of him.. felt a little hurt.. so i asked him y din he said anything.. he said he like it.. then i continue by saying u dun like it i help u to throw away.. jokinly he said better not, burn it better, so no one can pick it up..

see! should i be angry or not.. haiz.. dear realli make my blood boil!my naughty baby!

Alright let me cont. from where i stop juz now. So headed to his office, finally saw "my good friend" Siva .. haha he talked to me finally.. nice guy!

Did many things to past the time.. talked on the phone , called many spa beauty outlet, ate some cookies, bla bla bla.. read books.. blablabal.. in the end dear ended his work and off we headed to a nice place..

Recommend u guys a place to a relaxing spa massage..

Bliss Massage
Location:Ann Siang Rd, 20A

good and relaxing atmosphere.. the massage is definately ok to me.. and is full body massage.. saperate room ...no couple room.. (toobad)
Dear enjoyed it.. that my present for him for the anniversary day. Hope he like it.

Today Dear wasn't the baby i know who treat me tenderly.. he was more naughty and rude. Keep saying words i do not like.. btw ppl i hate vulgarities.. I do not know why too.. whenever i hear some unpleasant words, i will feel uneasy.. funny huh.. but dear dun understand.. always hurt me by saying such words.. haiz..

Anyway headed to Marina Square for a movie.. Dear treat me hee..

Watch Basic Instinct 2
My comment:
I do not understand certain part. Story line complicated and not exciting at all.. Many RAsss.. not shcoked.. murdering here and there, .. anyway before i watch i knew it was R21 show.. Jess lar.. said it was nice.. haha .. Must tell her how bad is the show!!!

But but but then... ppl who likes RA kinda show.. hehe go ahead ok!

After watching .. we went for a walk.. headed to Salsa to buy mask initially.. but because i saw a perfume Gucci Rush.. i wanna buy.. dear bought them for me.. sadly.. he wasn't happi..

Haiz.. i wasn't happi to see him being unhappi.. i love it and happi he bought for me perfume.. but why he gotta be sad..?

I was realli unhappi all the way back home.. but thks to Joyce n jade.. who tried to comfort me as well as telling me to think carefully and see at both side situation. Telling me to put myself into Dear shoes.. and feel.. i did.. i onli hope i can be impt in his heart.. tats all..

Dear did alot things for me.. i appreciated..maybe joyce said it was right.. i may have ask to much from him. Maybe i look for more happiness in myself than in his happiness.. a little selfish of me.. sorri dear..

Back home.. had dinner. then dear said suddenly he wanna buy crocs slipper for himself.. so we headed to Hou Gang mall.. In the end.. none! we cant find any..

Baby was throwing tantrum, i was scared when he start scolding here n there.. haiz. the moment when he was in a bad mood, i kept my mouth shut. i realised how sad dear felt when he has contributed and provided the needs for everyone, and in the end he cant get something he really wan. i felt a sudden pinch in my heart, i finally realised how he felt, wad he felt was how i felt when i am being abandoned by someone.. wanna get it but i cant.. it hurts me when i see how sad, how angry dear was just now.. the feeling suddenly turn so aweful, so sour. i feel like hugging him suddenly.. provide him everything he wants and place him on my shoulder. I knew he felt bad too.. thats something i can realli learn.. i hope i could make dear feel happi with his life.. and not feeling helplessly or abandon.
sorri.. i cant do much.

Each and everytime i learn something new.. but i hope i will also be happi if not how could i ever make my loves one happi? right..

alright tats all for me today..

Heading to Malaysia tomolo..

Nite.

2006-07-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Happi 5 mths Anniversary to Dear.

Din celebrate .. so sad..

But i hope today we will go to somewhere nice to relax... hope my plan wont go hay wire....Mmmmm..

okie shall slp... hee

2006-07-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, had a half day leave cos i have to go to East Coast Park for a shoot. Met Cheryl, Mark and Joyce at east coast mc donald... It was super tiring travelling frm Newton Circle to Bedok and then after that i do not know how to travel to east coast park, and so i take a cab. Dear was so furious tat i could took a cab so easily to east coast.. thou i dun like to spend much money on cab.. because i realli dunno therefore i had to travel down by cab...

Reached there.. went to swim and photo taking.. it was very sunny at that time.. but it was veri fun and relaxing.. having the least chance to be able to sit and see the scenary plus enjoying the sea breeze .. its realli fun, me and joyce were enjoying ourself swiming.. and letting the waves hit us.. hee...

after that dear was damn damn damn angry le.. however he still came to fetch me home.. before that he send cheryl to bedok ... that the day of mine! Fun but sad that dear wasn't happi... haiz...

Some pix of the day.. i simply love it so much...

WOw .. i am so fond of the pic.. so beach ger.. hee..

2006-07-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Saturday Wad a fun Weekend to spend in Malaysia with Dear and Integra Friends!

AFter giving tuition, Dear came to fetch me and immediately drove to meet the rest of the gangs at Old Woodlands Centre KFC Public Carpark. After some discussions, we all drove towards the customs. Wao lao, we were all sian1/4 when we had to wait for the jam in the custom.. stupid ppl stamp the passport so Slow!

At last we were Finally in Malaysia...wait for each other.. dear have to wait for some other gangs to drive out of the custom .. and then wad made me so angry was it started to rain ! %$%#^#&#%$!@$! idiot! Tot our plan spoil... but then hee heee heee....

We reached Johor Taman Permas Jaya. Heavy downpour as usual..so me n dear decided to go @ the second round, so we could see how bad they will be.. "will they look like "after bath" after karting?" haha... so we wait for the first 5 ppl to go... Wow .. damn cool! lor... they have mini bikes too.. too bad.. dear suggest that i should get the go kart instead... more worth while i think..

However... something happened..OTOmi... was go karting and out of a sudden the kart juzgive way and the nxt moment he was lying on the muddy ground injured and muddy. We were all in shocked... and immediately the ppl who work there pull him out and realised he was okie. Wow..! i was thinking twice of playing.. but then my feeling tells me that i should play... so okie, i not scare Die! so i played!

Prepared myself. Wore a rain coat which one nice guy who work there hand it to me.. thku. Good quality one leh...haha everyone was jealous of it.. keke...

Okie after preparing, i find that me n dear and the rest look like one great big fireman... haha...

Okie off i go... damn.. i sat on Otomi crash kart...

It was damn fun.. i had a 360 degree turn at the first time of my turning point... which i felt that it was actually dangerous in spectator eyes.. but to me it was juz a turn... however i need to control well to turn back and to stop the turn and prevent myself into Otomi situation... "actually is damn frightening.. haha" but after few fast round.. i had the hang of it.. even thou i spin so many time because of the lousy kart.. i still manage to enjoy myself.. Stupid dear.. dunno go where.. didn't see any of them.. onli one fellow who thot i was lousy in the karting keep follow me behind... so pai sey haha...Dear lar! all gan chiong spider... left to snatch the good kart and leave the lousy one for me... Humph!

Okie duration is onli around 5 to 10 mins... and end... one round cost 40 rm... cheaper than SINGAPORE ESCAPE THEME PARK AND EVEN GENTING HIGHLAND THEME PARK... fast and furious! damn shiok...

Dear so nice ...let me go for the second round.. pay for me.. i was indeed wet at my butt.... so i dun mind play again..

mmmm.. this time.. wow! i fast and furious all the way.. hohoho... damn fun... i took the number 10 kart... a good one... which previously dear drove it..

Good friction haha.. i no longer need to prevent my 360 full degree turn... all the way i had a good run man! damn cool .. i think u guys should make ur way down to malaysia to try.. nt ex at all..

Okie .. after playing... me, dear and gangs head to sea food restaurant to makan...Wow...stupid botak.. order 11 dishes time 2.... with 19 ppl... wow.. that nite i had the fullest meal ... hehe... and guess wad... total cost onli 600 rm... wao lao ... one person juz pay 30 rm plus plus... isn;t it cheap and delicious! yummy.. i cant wait to go again!

After eating.. the gangs still doesn't wan to go baack to singapore.. so we head to somewhere to race ... shhh....shhh...

Okie ... finally they are ready to get themselves out of mAlaysai.. Finally but before that we head to a petrol station and i buy many tebits and drinks... hee.. Dear pay! hee... then head back to singapore...

Lucky no jam.. reach home.. was a bit of a hectic... cos both me n dear had a terrible head ache... dun feel well... ZzzzzzzZzzzzzZzZZZZZZ....

SOME PIC ...

In the car heading to Malaysia...

The big track...

Hayo... the coat so big...

Dun we look enormous couple.. hee

Before going for the ride...

After the ride...My pant and butt were totally wet...

Dinner.... Me dear and integra gangs...

The unfinish food...

p.s: Mmmmm i enjoy going out with the gangs.. will look forward for the nxt outing!

To dear:
Thks for everything ... I enhoy the go kart, the food and even the love u gave me.. warm and secure feeling.. i felt so much like a princess.
end

...

2006-07-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

Run away home..

You might think i am silly, in fact, i realli run away frm home..

Was filled with sadness and i left dear's home when he went to look for his friends. I changed and pack my stuff.. immediately without anyone notice .. i asked for the keys .. but the maid refused to give me. Juz nice his mummy came home, i told her i am going out, and at last i was out alone. Walk by the street, up the stair, realli make me feel like crying ... felt as thou the skies are falling apart.. my heart sink.. i cont to walk till i reached the bus stop..

Wondering where should i go, i will always love to go to a special place in my heart.. a place where i could spend my nite with.. but then i do not know the way... so i change my plan n head to the airport.

Jorney was long.. Dear came home..He was worried.. he was shocked to find me out.. i refuse to listen his calls.. i was half dead.. beig disturbed by 3 idiots on train was the worst of the day.. i was strong.. i manage to get away frm them.. never i know my life was such a hectic... i force a fake smile ... telling myself.. wake up.. wake up.. wad am i doing..

I did no wrong.. i travel down to a place where i know is safe .. is a place for me to chill ... being once single and solitary .. i feel i could reflect on myself.. i could hear myself.. and even hearing myself crying.. i feel good.. i feel this is like a gift frm the heaven . ..

Reached the airport after an hour, head to a book store and bought a book to read.. sat at starbuck and start reading.. hoping the time will past fast.. and will end fast as i wish i could happi ..

Dear keep calling.. i know i break his promise.. i promise him that i wouldn't leave anywhere without him.. but my heart isn't going on my way.. it says " be brave .. go n cool down.. dun force urself to do something i do not like.. go!"

In the end .. i picked up Dear's call.. my heart juz went soft... i know i am not helping myself.. neither i am making dear feeling happi. I talked to him.. and after much urge.. i am willing to wait for him to fetch me home. He came .. i waited for him at the arrival hall.. and straight we went home.. time:2am.

I feel i should be isolated when i am crazy.. i hate it.. but i knew Dear couldn't stand it. Dear indeed improve alot in his anger and temper.. he give in to me alot even he holds a high pride, egotism and self esteem . I understand i shouldn't ask for more.. Usually i couldn't control my temper.. my craziness.. i am wrong. I knew dear tried his best to help me .. but till now he failed.. i am grateful enough..

It must have happen because of my stress in my work. Having heavy responsible in my work, and handle differnt tasks which i need to crack my head and go thru many opinions.. I have to give tuition too.. and now i am back to my modelling career.. Am handling in one asisgnment which is still pending.. it will start on the 15 this months.. need u guys support.. votes.. I am multi tasking.. i have to thks to dear as he always send me to tuition and work.. realli appreciate.

Dear was reluctant that i get back in my modelling line.. i am sorri .. i lied.. i screw up ur trust for me....
I couldn't live without money.. to me the more the merrier.. without money, there wont be happiness and luxury food everyday.. i do not mind multi tasking.. i aren't afraid of tireness..

My life wouldn't be so complicated if i have done my best.. am sorri. I hope for the best out of me n my life n the love onces around me.. being happi is something which i hope for..

Btw

There is something for someone to read..
do read this
"I am not attached to my past.
It lies behind me, a distance shore.
I am not attached to the world.
I glide over its surface.
I release all holds and hold onto me.
Having myself i am safe.
I am free."

What is the point of staying in the rut?
Are you getting comfortable with ur misfortunte?
Are you gathering ur precuous strength waiting for another try?
Are u failing inorder to disapoint another person? Do u think she will notice? Do u think she care?
Who will care abt u when u dun care enough abt urself and lift urself out of ur dilemma?
How much addition punishment u think u deserve?
Ur career ur future are waiting ahead ...
Move on!

2006-07-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

Run away home..

You might think i am silly, in fact, i realli run away frm home..

Was filled with sadness and i left dear's home when he went to look for his friends. I changed and pack my stuff.. immediately without anyone notice .. i asked for the keys .. but the maid refused to give me. Juz nice his mummy came home, i told her i am going out, and at last i was out alone. Walk by the street, up the stair, realli make me feel like crying ... felt as thou the skies are falling apart.. my heart sink.. i cont walking till i reached the bus stop..

Wondering where should i go, i will always love to go to a special place in my heart.. a place where i could spend my nite with.. but then i do not know the way... so i change my plan n head to the airport.

Jorney was long.. Dear came home.. i refuse to listen his calls.. i was half dead.. beig disturbed by 3 idiots on train was the worst of the day.. i was strong.. i manage to get away frm them.. never i know my life was such a hectic... i force a fake smile ... telling myself.. wake up.. wake up.. wad am i doing..

I did no wrong.. i travel down to a place where i know is save .. is a place for me to chill solitary... being once single and solitary .. i feel i could reflect on myself.. i could hear myself.. and even hearing myself crying.. i feel good.. i feel this is like a gift frm the heaven . ..

Reached the airport after an hour, head to a book store and bought a book to read.. sat at starbuck and start reading.. hoping the time will past fast.. and will end fast as i wish i could happi ..

Dear keep calling.. i know i break his promise.. i promise him that i wouldn't leave anywhere without him.. but my heart isn't going on my way.. it says " be brave .. go n cool down.. dun force urself to do something i do not like.. go!"

In the end .. i picked up Dear's call.. my heart juz went soft... i know i am not helping myself.. neither i am making dear feeling happi. I talked to him.. and after much urge.. i am willing to wait for him to fetch me home. He came .. i waited for him at the arrival hall.. and straight we went home.. time: 2 am in the morning.

Am i silly.. but guess wad? Dear is nt in the blame.. he juz couldn't understand how to stop me frm going crazy.. we were both strong and stubborn.. neither both of us would wan to give-in in certain situation. I am to be blame for my softness and enable to settle problems.. Dear in other hand indeed give in to me alot.. i could see..

He no longer the person i know to be ego and unreasonable.. he worried for me and even give in to me when i am in my madness. I know it isn't easy for him to do that.. as u knw he is a guy with full of pride and egotism and great self esteem.. but he willing to let down himself to please me.. i am veri grateful of that.. he tried his best.. i shouldn't ask more..

As for myself.. i learn that i should accept myself .. as i will lose faith everytime i trip over any weaknesses. I am too oversensitive nowadays.. maybe beacause of the stress at work.. giving tuition .. multi task.. and now i am going back to my modelling career... recently i am hadling an asisgnment.. would love u guys to wote.. still pending.. will be starting on the 15 this month..

Dear isn;t happi i go for modelling line.. i guess i am making him losing me more.. but i feel without money.. without life.. without happiness.. tats how i feel.. i will definately treat my dear Number 1 regardless of anything.

I would love to say this to someone..

read this urself

"I am not attached to my past.
It lies behind me, a distance shore.
I am not attach to the world.
I glide over its surface.
I realease all holds to hold onto me.
Having myself i am safe.
I am free."

What is the point of staying in the rut?
Are u getting comfortable with ur misfortunte?
Are u gathering ur precious strength waiting for another try?
Are to failing in order to disappoint another person?Do u think she notice? So u think she care?
She or nobody will care when u dun care enough about urself to lift urself out of ur dilemma?
How long u planning to suffer?
How much addition punishment u think u deserve?
Ur career, ur life and ur future is waiting for u.. dun lose it.
Move on! Its always up to u to move on.

2006-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

I browse on Ling Li blog and she stated there
7 People To Do This
1. Meiying
2. Xinning
3. Jasmine
4. Sarah
5. Serene
6. Shuyun
7. Amy

So i have to do and show her ma.. keke...

7 Random Facts About Me
*I am veri veri vein.
*I hate to be a loser.
*I love to show care and concern to all my friends.
*I am veri sensitive.
*I am stubbond.
*I am helpful.
*I am a ger.. *wink*

7 Things That Scared Me
*To bet with large amount of $$$$$.
*To find out the truth of a liar.
*Thinking that he or she is nice, but turn out to be a monster.
*My love ones to get hurt.
*To fail.
*to be poor.

7 Random Music At The Moment
*Bee Gees - To love somebody
*Zhou Hua Jian - 1 song
* " - 2 song
* " - 3 song
*Li Jun Jie - Jian Nan
*Li Jun Jie - Bei Feng Cui Guo De Xia Tian
*Ann Murray - I Just Fall in Love Again

7 Things I Like The Most
* Shopping
* Perfumes
* Foods
* My bf
* My Mummy daddy n kor kor
* Holidays
* MONEY $$$$$

7 Things I Say The Most
* wHAT
* sORRY
* wAIT
* I hate u
* Dun talk to u
* Idiot
* Stupid

7 People To Do This
* Sarah
* Cherlene
* Jent jent
* Qi Qi
* Mavis
* ALL of my friends who read this...

2006-06-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

Scary Movie 4

Stupid kind of show that integrate 3 movies together, saw 1 and 2, lost and another one i cant remember.

Nice and humourous show.. i like it.. and certain parts are quite gross... It is worth to watch it.. especially if u are down, try watching this show, i am sure it will make u laugh.

Now i currently stop betting .. maybe betting tonight ya... Ermmm.. england and Ecuador...England have my idol playing **GERRARD**... haha...

Better score many balls!!!!

2006-06-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

I think it is donkey years since i blog. I was damn busy and tire with my work and work and personal stuffs. Yupp... soccer.. oso drive me crazy.

Damn!, it wasn't realli that exciting to bet soccer haha... well, if u win i shut my mouth , but if lose! i knock my head against the wall... haha.. i cant be a loser.. and thats goes same to him. Sian... today Gemany won to Ecuador.. which means we won, but still cant cover up our some lost... Mmmmm. These few matches are hard to predict as every team players will push hard to score.. and blame our ichy backside, keep betting running ball... under ball... but in the end they disappoint us by giving as a goal! Damn it. It goes same to England vs Trinidad cant remember which one, the moment we click on the betting... they straight scored! and worst thing was we bet a 500 dollar on it..

Clever dear bet on Sweden after that and cover up our debts.. phew...! if not i am afraid of thinking how to bring out that amount of $$$$ ! Damn dear oso cant stand losing.. that y he bet a 5oo dollar on Sweden and Sweden realli gave him a heart attack as Sweden gave a last minute goal. Isnt that more thrilling than watching a scary show.. i felt chill and excited too and my heart goes "duduududududududu........ non stop."

Okie i hope later England dun disappoint me again... as in score more! and dun let Sweden score! GERRARD Steven my idol and BECKHAM David better score! Owen too!

Haiz.. tomolo work early.. realli tire of working and working .. as i gonna die of much energy waste. Father's day juz end, didn't gave him anything but a sms of regards. "But no matter wad, my daddy is still the best man i ever had in my life, supporting me, be there for me when i am still naive and young, groom me to a beautiful ger plus some negative action such as scold me and beat me." Daddy i love u.. *even thou i dun say often*
Happy belated Father'S Day stated over here.

Had a wonderful lunch at Jess place on Sunday.. Damn tired after giving a blood boil tuition haha... Well Jess's hubby gave us a treat.. and the food include hananiese chicken rice, sweet and sour tou fu and sweet and sour chicken realli filling and delicious.. the shop is also quiet and calm... not like Koppi Diam.. so noisy and polluted with smokes... NONO.. i cant stand it!

Oh man.. i realise when i stop blogging and starts blogging again, i will tends to be very naggy.. apologise for that... oh ya.. i wanna join a dancing class... i hope to find more kakis...

details:
Sexy Exotic Dance *Ladies Only

$150.00/10wks

Location: A & J creative danceworld

U may check on the net @ http://www.anjcreative.com.sg

Heard from many ppl the place is good.
Benefic for the dance is able to LOSE WEIGHT, TONE UR BODY, AND BE SEXY!

which gers do not want that? haha...

There are different timing.. so it is quite flexible..

I'll hear frm ppl who are interested okie!

Alright, time to slp nite.

2006-06-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

World Cup Final

Result not as appealing as i tot..

wad a waste miss out the first match.. did bet on Gemany...

But but bet on England and Paraguay... yeah.. won..!but not much $$$$$

Then bet online on Sweden - Trinidad and Tobago... thinkin sweden will win but in the end gave me a all NIL. Damn angry lose money leh...

But then heng we oso bet on the nxt match Argentina - Côte d’Ivoire .. initially i bet 50, then dear add another 50. Wow.. is lose i sure blame him... but then lucky we won! haha....

Thats yesterday...

Today.. Dear bought some frm Singapore Poll....

Then some online...

Today lets hope i will win money ya.. haha

2006-06-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

Never knew i could feel like this...
Like l never seen the sky before....
want to vanish inside ur kiss...
everyday i love u more... and more ...
listen to my heart can u hear it sing..
telling me to give u everything..
season may change ...
winter to spring...
i will love u
until the end of time...

Come what may...
come what may...
i will love u until my dying day...

Suddenly the world seem such a perfect place
suddenly we move with such a perfect grace..
suddenly my heart doesn't seem such a waste
and i be without u
And there no mountain to high
no river to wide
sing out this song and i be there by ur side
storm clouds may gather and stars.. may collide
i will love u
until my dying day.. ...

come what may
i will love u until my dying day...

2006-06-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Omg... i gotta blog again... last nite bcos of connection failure.. i fail to save and end up doin again...

Last sunday was a big day for Dear coursin, Lisa.

Congrat to Lisa n her hubby for their wonderful marriage..

I gave my tuition on that day...

Dear wait for me till my lesson end... dear n mavis sist went into my the classroom and look at me giving lesson.

Lesson end... head to Dear's Siao Gu hse for buffet.

Oh finally i could see Lisa, dear's coursin sist.. quite a pretty sweet lady.. wore the wedding gown and looked so gorgeous.

Ate alot at the buffet. And went home to slp. Dear n his family slept too n woke up quite late to attend the wedding.

Before heading to the wedding dinner, i style dear's hair and even put some fountation on his face.. he look so charming.

tats us!

me n charming dear of mine..

Lisa, Lilian and me..

ending.... wish the couple yi shen yi shi.

2006-06-05T18:09:00.000+08:00

How one feel when being cheated?

When u r fine, and u surf the net,
something appear right infront of u..
u are still wondering wad it is..
then u realise it..
ur heartbeat beats so fast,
u shivered endlessly..
u tot u r dreaming..
u tell urself to wake up..
so far if it was a dream ..
ur heart feels good..
but the day never come..
u never once slpt at all..
u continue to read till ur heart sank..
u felt pain,
poking right beneath u..
blood flows vigously..
u still having hope of a wake up call...
so ur dream will end...
but it never happen..
ur tears held heavy at ur eye bag..
u cant stop it from flowing out..
and the nxt thing u realise u are crying for help..
for explanations..
beautiful wonderful memories
came apon ur eyes,
u cant forget how nice he was,
and now he become a monster..
a scary monster..
the love which is strong..
held right in ur head..
u feel helpless..
u feel hopeless..
all u know is to end ur life..
to forget everything..
to go back to the past of happiness and see wsd there to meant things frm happening..
sadness.. sadness...
strike frm no where..
and slowly ended...
ended....................

true? ppl?...

something realli wanna share...

2006-06-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

Some favourite nite gown of mine...

yes is transparent for the pink one...

However
to: Ai Zhen, i feel it is quite a sensitive question to ask ya.. so do understand why i am reluctant to reply u in msn.thks.

3 typs of perfume in dear's hse...

there are many many many more in my hse... i love collecting perfume.. which is an expensive interest. However still better than dear... his interest can cut a hole in a pocket de...
wad had he done to his car...
:Suspension
::Delfi Meter
:::RSM
::::Final Drive
:::::Exhaust--> still pending... waiting for LTA approval...

Dear's interest damn expensive leh.. ahha.. but one thing i cant stop admiring is the ice! boom boom boom.. i love it.. haha haha

Howvever one bad thing abt suspension is tat u cant go to multi storey carpark.. and over humps!

Kanna a hump yesterday, his car paint chipped again!... dear is so sad... so sad...

I must help him asap.. called my coursin who oso in this industry working.. But damn it, he din pick up my phone...

I know dear is someone who love his things to be perfectly nice n beautiful.. knowing him at least 4 months, never in my eye he will do thing last min...

But then onli his gf allows him to do things for her last min ... sob sob... keke..

jk ...

anyway he always as usual in the morning send me to work, and pick me up frm work, open the car door for me to enter and talk alot of cock to me. which i like it so much.. haha

however ppl who doesn't know dear well will tink his dao.. but dear himself is quiet and onli talk to ppl he knows veri well..

and for me i am the talkative one. always interupt dear... but i felt more socialable and talkative last time... haha.. now cant train more on PR le.. cos i am onli train more in teacher to parents PR...

But one thing i admire dear is..
I find that he is able to achieve and treasure friends around him, whenever he is free, one thing he will do is to call his friends to talk cock...

well realli adnire ppl like him, brotherhood strong n firm.. but better dun neglect gf, thats enough! haha

Actually i din realli tie him so tight till he cant breathe.. he is able to go out with his friends.. n i veri seldom will say no... veri nice of me oh..

i think i should tie him harder nxt time.. keke if not he might go out n have "fun". haha

Mmmm.. yes that should start now! haha

Well friends of dear.. sorri oh... hiek hiek... *wink*

So sian.. dear went to work on a Saturday... *i am going to talk to siva*
haha

okie i go and settle my stuffs first...

bye

2006-06-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

I am realli bored... gave dear's sist nite tuition frm 11 to 1 am. Still waiting for Dear to be home... but he always break his words.

Is okie... I get myself to do some funcky stuffs... style my hair..

This was wad i had done...

I permed my hair.. find it cool... fun.. but overall, i am still alone..sitting in the dark.. he break his promise... *dear can u tell me why?*

Gdnite.

2006-05-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

The day of Mr Lim Wedding. Cograt to the lovely couple.. Mr Lim and his wife Cheri.

Was invited for Mr Lim wedding in a Church. Veri near Dear's hse. Because staying at Dear's hse, i miss the chance of sitting in Zoey's car, ... *sorri ger*, however, as dear gotta take back his hp for the service centre which is so near to my hse and zoey's hse, we went over there and waited for her. Then the 2 of our car drove over to Edward's hse and pick him up. Then later to Ting Hui hse. WOo.... condo eh.. haha...

So 3 of our car drove over to the wedding place... damn.. Ting Hui drove so fast.. Dear can't manage to chase him.. cos to many car... then Zoey's car is right behind.. Ting Hui lor.. din wait for us at all.. and then funny thing was .. he got the wrong way and ended up going to the other side of the road.. tried stopping him but too late.. haha..

Okie we reached.. and then we sat down and prepare for the ceremony.

The ceremony started.. wow.. first time, i attended to a church wedding.. interesting! Singing.... xchanged Vows and kisses... haha

The most romantic part is Mr Lim sang a song for his wife.. so wonderful...
and the most funny part is... dear who was beside me keep complianing veri draggy haha... my ear going to burst le.. keke

last last last... the most appealing part was the food... nice! nice!

pixs..

When the bride enter the hall ceremony...

The xchanging Vow...

I not sure wad are they doing.. haha

Wow. .. when is my turn ... MMmmmmm...

Okie pics of me, zoey, ting hui and edward..

Me n Zoey

PS: Thk dear u took a nice pic of us!
End.

Sunday...

Went to give tuition in a community centre with 5 students... then know wad! Dear came in and disturbed me.. silly baby of mine! haha

Then after that went shopping for Hp for dear. Nokia 6280, he got for himself...
I am going get one too...!

Went dinner together with mavis sist, dear mummy and dear. Bought so many things to eat.. yummy yummy... I was so full at tat time! Thanks to my baby's mummy!

Monday.. dear bought a bottle of perfume for me.
Marina De Bourbon- ROSEBOURBON

But then dear keep nag nag nag at me.. sob sob...

Bought facial moisturiser for dear... and myself...

Everynite facial for dear..
1st Ask him to go toilet and Scrub his face.
2nd Ask him to lie down without looking at the tv...
3rd Toner on his face
4th Eye cream circular his eye...
5th Serum
6th Face Lift cream
7th Moisturiser cream... massage his face neck ..
8th oil massage on his head and neck to have a better slp. Shiok oh.. haha...
PS : Dear where can u find such a gf eh.. keke

Okie .. time to slp.. nite.

2006-05-30T01:56:00.000+08:00

Okie.. sorri i am a little slow in my up---dating... haha..well now i could ease myself because i am going to blog the last day of our trip. Well, it was realli veri unbearable.. juz wish we could stay there longer .. but but but.. too bad too .. we over spent! slotting card was one kind which we always use... our signature is uncountable over every piece of recipes! Damn.. haha but i have fun spending.. same to my baby.. first time i could see the other side of my dear as "shopping king". Other then car car car.. he never ever said he wants to shop for clothes, but veri different when we first going on a trip. keke..

Well the nite before we packed and then the next day this was how much we gotta carry all the stuffs...

Funny thats me.. n shouldn't be me who carried everything ya.. but oh ya.. its me who carried the Emily bag all the way. Damn big n heavy... *dear bullied me*keke

We then left the bag in the hotel reception. Then we walked a distance to the Starbuck. Wanted to chill.. but silly us saw a Broacher of a salon.. and we long to cut and do something to both of our hair. So without even sitting down a moment to drink my favourite Green TeA Frappe, we head to the salon.

Reached there.. we see the price quite up to our range, we decided to do our hair there. BUT BUT BUT.. we realise, we hadn't enough $$$$ left... so again, use card to pay.. wow..

Hha ... i love the part when they washed my hair.. cool! nice! so relaxing.. they cut my hair, treatment my hair and temporary reborn my hair. As for dear they washed and cut his hair. Our timing is so limited, until we tot we cant rushed back to the hotel by the time.

Before haircut..

After doing our hair.. this was how we look.. nice!nice!

2 lovely birdies....

some pixs that took at the lobby hotel for memories...

Okie thats the end of our 4 trips holiday. Unforgettable event that truly meant frm my dear. Thk u, i love it! it wont be forgotten! every single day was so precious to me, and i was surprised i am feeling so happi and comfortable there. This is onli my 2nd time out with someone tat meant so much to me. I miss the holiday... i am looking forward the nxt trip.

ps: *amy smile* thk u my dear for such a wonderful and meaningful days in malaysia.*amy look into ur eyes and give u the most sweetest kiss ever* muack......!!!

2006-05-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

So fast so soon.. my bday end... sad. ... however i got a very lovely bday present frm my lovely bf n friends...

Thank u for the MiSS Sixty Perfume, the boxer and the huge favourite cheesecake ... Thks for the body shop verlique and lip gross, thanks for mummy's and daddy and kor kor big big big red packets.. Thanks for the trip and the ring from Dear. Thks for the many bday message i received after coming back from Holiday..

Thk u, and i love all my lovely present.. muack! muack!

Nxt i would like to cont my trip. The 3rd day.

The 3rd day, we have pack ready our stuffs.. prepared heading towards KL. We bored a mini Van... and first we alight at this stop which sell chocolate.. yummy.. i juz wish i could own the whole shop.. haha..

Well we bought some chocolate and mocachino coffee back to Singapore.. for a gift or self eating... haha...

Then after buying, we head straight to Swiss Garden which we had book earlier on... Wow.. definately it is uncomparable with the first world hotel. We gotta slot in the card in order to press our room floor.. and everything is provided in the hotel. We immediately changed and get out of the hotel... but before going out, we changed and took some pix...

Isn't the room look pretty nice and comfortable to u? Well... it is ! and even provide bath tub! which wad i craved when i was in first world hotel!...

Off we went for shopping...
With
Shopping Queen and Shopping King!

Lucky we asked the route towards China Town in Kl .. if not i think we will lost our way there.. haha

Okie so we walked for a distance... and we reached... shop and shop and shop... bought many food stuffs there.
We even went to eat nice Beef noddle. And guess wad.. 2 bowls is equal to one bowl of noddle in Genting. !Kao!~

Then we head back to Hotel and leave our stuffs. Wow .. the weather there was realli different from Genting.. ya .. we felt burning. So we cant juz cont our shopping without bathing.
After bathing we walk towards to Time Square.. Shop shop shop... nothing to shop there things are the same as expensive as Singapore.. so we went towards the opps shopping mall... and we realli shop there.. bought many many things....

Dinner time... we went to a restaurant to eat.
The food there taste good.. cos i am veri hungry at that time...

Filling... went back to hotel... and packed our stuffs..

wow and we realise we bought so many things...
u will be shocked too!

Dear and me lay all the things we bought nicely on the bed... haha we hardly able to lay everything on the bed..

Things we bought were...

Bought many things right.. haha... we had hard time when we were heading home... hiak hiak!
Alright will cont the last day of our trip tomolo.. tata. nite nite!

2006-05-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

2nd day which is Monday... we woke up early and head towards the hotel buffet. Yummy Yummy... that point of time... we were craving for it... and when we reached the cafe which was juz on the 8th floor..

Wow.. the cafe was packed with ppl.. so we started to eat.. haha ... the cafe is huge.. but the food there was so limited... sob sob.. however we ate alot.. realli alot.. haha heavy breakfast man!

Then after heavy breakfast.. time for theme park!

We buy the tix.. and head back to hotel.. damn it.. i regretted wearing boot to Genting in the first place.. haha ... in the end i suffer of "leg pain"..

Wow.. reached the theme park...

went straight to the ride "Space Shot"... queing was one thing which made us impatient.. however in the end we still managed to wait till our turn... damn it.. i was carrying a full confidence for myself as i thot i might enjoy the ride.. peanuts onli! but i am wrong.. haha... Dear keep complianing to me how frighten he was.. fake compliant.. ! He made me think that the ride is really nut...

But to my surprised.. the ride was crazy..! damn crazy... i was stun when it juz dropped frm the top to the bottom and up it goes again.. i was scare to the top of my head!

When the ride ended, i was shivering while dear was there laughing at me... how silly i am.. keke

Yup thats me.. the ride was not yet started!...

and here is the scene of the space shot! click here->Space Shot

okie after the space shot we went to sit on the boat... which u have to step on the peddle to move it...

we reached.. haha
wore the float... juz in case..

Off we stepped on the peddle and peddled our way ...

It was not easy.. my leg were getting tired... unable to move fast after peddle for a distance.. haha.. dear bullied me by letting me peddle the boat ALONe... haha

Look at my baby.. isnt he enjoying himself.. while i am peddling keke..

And poor me..

But in the end my baby still let me rest haha

Cant play much.. we get out of the Boating area.. and went to took some pic...

Dear and me...

Cool pix... dun smile..

Trying to break the lock!

Nice scenery...

You see the colourful building..thats first world hotel..

Okie after the boating we left the theme park..

We went back to Hotel.. changed and prepare for Casino... Money money...

and again before going.. we went for a bite...
here is the restarant we were in...

Eat eat eat.. then we make our way to the casino..

wIN.. some money .. dear Bravo!

Walk towards Genting Hotel...

Some candit pix taken by dear while walking up a steep slope..

Reached...

Few more hours to my bday.. haha we head to the spa... wow.. the spa there close at midnite ..

We make an appt earlier. Foot reflexology 30 mins, massage 40mins and foot bath 10 mins.. total is 167x2 person. Cheap right.. and is shiok too.. i enjoyed that alot.

Then after spa, we head towards Starbuck and bought my favourite Green Tea Frappe. Still waiting for my bday and Dear called Sum to come and join us. Sam was Dear's Poly friend who he met her @ Genting too! haha .. the world is so small...

Finally she came and chit chat with us...

And finally 12 am... which.. is .. my bday..

Dear wanted to buy one whole cake BUT.. haiz.. so sad.. all the cakes there are so big.. i told him not to buy as we cant finish it. So he juz bought a slice of cake for me. Sam and dear sang bday song and i make wishesssss and blow the lighter*act as the candle*

Me and Sam

Thanks to Dear and Sam.

End of day 2.

2006-05-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

I am back. Was away for the past few days..

Went for a short holiday which was a bday present frm my baby Jent. Thank u my dear.

I had a lovely and wonderful days over in Genting and KL. The jorney started like this...

Had a short nap while waiting for Dear to finish his Manjong. It was on the Sunday 4 to 5 am, and yet i still keep myself awake and wait for dear to fetch me frm my hse back to his hse.

Finally he reached my place and that was already reaching 6 i think.. so we rushed back, done our unfinished packing and head towards Golden Mile. Dear's mummy fetch us there. Okie ... we onli brought a bag.. note this!! haha

We went to look for our bus and wow! We had a double decker bus.. which was good and comfortable...

The bus started to travel towards Genting..

Here we were on the bus...

Dear felt bored.. talking to me also sian too... so he took out his game boy and start to play with it... while i listen to my MP3 ...

We had a stop at a food centre in malaysia.. hee and we had a shocked to see such a huge fish in the pond...

Well and definately we went for a pee and had some food... hee.. and head to the mini water fountain ...and we took our individual pic... cant help it cos there is juz two of us ... hee

Okie the journey continued..

and after 5 hrs... FINALLY... we reached Genting.. hee ... Dear and me were so excited however we got to go through a long que to check in to the hotel... Finally we got our keys... and we walked toward first world hotel.. hee...

We are 2 Kia Shu ppl.. haha after leaving our bags in the Hotel... Immediately we get out of the room and head towards the entertainment place to find something to eat...

Kissing in the lift...

My dear i love u....

Okie so we found a stall and had our lunch there.. wow... bl**dy hell... the food total cost 50 plus.. wow! we had really an expensive lunch haha.. but the malay food realli tasted good!..

After eating ... we went for a stroll.. and then bought famous Amos cookies.. hee then we head back to bath and prepared to go to Casino...

We are ready hee... dear gotta wait for me to change, make up and bla blabla... which he knew it will be veri veri long keke....

okie i am done...

These was how i always groom myself...

Opps.. the bed look untidy.. hee...

okie ... some pose...

Dear's look... hee

He always dun smile.. which made him look so stun and fierce... not nice! :P

Both dear and me... cant stop snaping pictures ..

Lastly is the coolest dude in my life.. no one but still my dear...

Okie off we went to the Casino..

Went in.. first timer for both of us... wow.... many gambler ppl... money money money was wad we onli had in mind...

Many tables around.. the banker and the player...

Starting we were totally blurr.. bt then lucky the gamble queen and king were smart enough to make up wad were they playing and we immediately change our money to the chips and start playing.. play play play... win and lose .. all the time... and then initially we were wining. Dear lor.. never tell me... we keep playing and then in the end... *bian*... we started to lose... sob sob.. in the end we lose 100 rm... not much but veri sickening.. haha... nvm.. we got out of the poisonous place and head towards the movie... oh yeah,, before casino.. we bought many things ... use card to pay... diao**.. haha .. then took some pix too..

outdoor.. i cant stop thinking abt the cold breeze..

The scenery... nice..

Dear cant live without it... hee..

Okie ... we had our movie @ 9.15pm. The place looked okie to me.. no different frm Singapore ..

In the cinema...

Watch the de vinci code. Nice! BUT dear slept at the start of the movie and woke up the finish the end of it... piggy... haha

okie movie end and we head back to hotel.. end our first day. ZZzzzzzzz

Well cont tomorrow... hope u enjoy it.!nite.

2006-05-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work, Din meet up with Lisa and Jackson. Sorri guys.

Something made me so touched, something so loving and so meaningful, something which i will remember it forever, something made me feel that i am important, something that made me feel like melting...

From Dear...

Dear, thank u, u r so sweet.. hee